I didnt wanna get up for school this morning
but I did and wore my new shirt from charity shop
tiffin made a real mess of my room in the morning >.>
I decided to weigh myself as mum has been dieting hard i wanted to know
what my situation was. Cus I weigh more than this time last year
I weighed myself and was not impressed
so I have decided to diet
and yes i get the "you dont need to diet" rubbish but if your not happy in your own skin you want to change and feel comfortable
besides i dont need to lose much, im just getting on top of it before it gets worse
i know where i have put the weight on
it certainly never goes on my boobs thats for sure XD
So I went to school in the cold
having weight on my mind constantly
saw Neinke and Anouk and we talked about tomorrow's party
I was year 3
we had a fire drill which annoyed me as it was freezing and i didnt have a jacket!!!
so i was little niffed at that
did the normal maths and english
the the teacher tasked me doing a display for their snowman work
so i was messing with glitter and all sorts
took me ages
i have everything ready to up on the wall but ran out of time for it to go on the wall ><
I had art with year 6 then in the afternoon
which was ok but i just ended up being everyones personal drawer if you ask me
all i kept hearing literally every 10 seconds
"Jo! can you help me?" "Jo! can you draw me ...."
yeah it grated on me after a lil while as i dont mind drawing for others
its when i keep drawing for others who dont TRY to draw that gets me
but the lesson soon went
1st of stinking december today
where has the year gone
everything is gonna be more christmas intense i can feel it >.>
yeah im grouchy i know
i feel my depression is creeping in
and what with my weight i aint happy
so im gonna try hard now until the new year to lose the weight
so starting 2017 i will be me again
thats the aim!!
tomorrow it's neinke's and anouks party
im a lil nervous about going to the city center that time of night via the bus
its out of my comfort zone but you have to go out your comfort zone now and again
it wouldnt be so bad if i had company but i dont -_____-
anyway thats tomorrow
here is this week's nails - one i actually broke today T^T
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