Dirtyness

Konbanwa~~

I got up on time this morning 
But I had awful stomach ache not sure why

school or should i say nursery was alright actually
i did a bit of one to one work
and we went outside in the cold only for a little while :)
and i just helped out and cleaned up
speaking of cleaning up.....
yesterday i noticed in the classroom was a bucket with 2 mops in it
the water was black as in i could not see the bottom despite it being about 5 inches deep
i thought 'that is a breeding ground for germs'
the clothes and the mops are just bad
seriously they need to invest in some new ones
so today i took it upon my self to empty the black liquid
cus i couldnt look at it anymore - im clean freak like my mother XD
oh my god
i so wish i hadnt
it awoke a terrible stomach churning smell
honestly i was almost dry heaving and ive smelt a lot of awful things in my time
example kid's sick and my dad's farts
it was awful and stunk the classroom out
luckily i had done this at the end of the day
but i felt like i couldnt get rid of the smell
it was all i could smell

i got outside thanks to the teacher letting me go early
and i gulped down air hoping it would get rid of the smell but no such luck
i got home, went into the kitchen, stripped to my underwear
threw my top and jeans in the washer for a 15min wash
i went upstairs sprayed my body with sprays 
i just felt dirty
so silly isnt it? none of it got on me but i felt unclean
i take after my mum shes the same XD
but how the hell they had left that for that long i have no idea
it was just sick and unhygienic by far

in the afternoon i went for a short walk with mum cus i felt like i had cabin fever
then i cut out some fabric
looked online for ideas where to eat on my birthday and also ed wants to know what i want for my birthday but i have no idea i looked and looked til i got fed up and bored
so i told him to leave me. he goes to sudan with the army on the 8th so i dont want to trouble him anyway. and as for my birthday just looks like its gonna suck

i tried to meet up with mia but she was sad
the house she 'brought' the sellers have pulled out so she doesnt have the house anymore
she was gutted bless her and work sucks she says
so she didnt see me
so year im a bit fed up really

tomorrow im at my old primary school for the day :) 
going to try my new dark blue eye liner
i never wear eye liner but wanted to give it a go
here are my nails this week
i went for a pink galaxy theme and i really like them :D