Sunday, 1 January 2017

Last Day of 2016 isn't it



Good Evening~
and Happy New Year to those of you who have already
seen the start of 2017~
its currently 5:30pm for me 2016 X3
but its the last day of 2016
I have no idea why people make such a fuss of a new year
i mean all it means is a date change thats it
we dont celebrate each new month do we
i get it if your looking something to something major in the new year
like new house, baby birth or marriage 
but I believe most people use it as an excuse for a binge on the booze

I didn't sleep well
in fact I didnt go to bed til 11pm O: thats late for me XD
I was doing my nails which I ended up hating so I did them again
and I was watching something funny on TV with my parents
but I couldnt sleep despite taking sleeping tablets
so it was gone 12pm when I got to sleep
then woke up at 1am from my brother coming home
from there it was a crummy night

I couldnt be bothered to get up but got woke up
from the post man at 9:15 >.>

my morning was spent sorting out a few bits and pieces
in my bedroom, getting directions for tonight, sorting out stuff for tonight
did a lil dancing
cleaned pets out 
tiffin seems a bit quiet today
played pokemon moon as i havent played on it for 2 days
i have a Pichu ^^
that was my day really nothing special cus im saving my energy for tonight

tonight is really out of my comfort zone
this is the first time since 1999 I have 'celebrated' the new year 
last time obviously being the millennia to which Helina's family had a massive ass bonfire in their garden and invited the neighbours it was awsum X3
This year Mia invited to a joint birthday happening at her friend's house
her friend lives 40mins from me -____-
I could have quite easily opted out but i thought
"you know what Im gonna come out my shell this year!"
usually my new years eves go like this
10pm "im off to bed mum see ya next year!"
in bed asleep, woken up at 12pm by people who insist on having fireworks
im there in my room half tempted to shout out my window
"keep it down out there!!!"
and fall back to sleep once the fireworks die down
thats it

this year i've had to dress a vintage style as that is the theme
of the party, so ive got a black dress and tights and i will try do myself up best i can
i will drive by myself to place i havent been to before, in the dark...
im a lil nervous about driving but i know i have my satnav and my notes so i should be fine
the party makes me more nervous
i will only know rob and mia out of the 20 or so people going
mia being a co-host wont have a great deal of time for me
i havent been in a crowd of people my age for quite some time
even when i went college i was the youngest there
so it will be different for me and i want to try
i have never met mia's friends before
cus usually when they get together its for clubbin' which i don't do XD

so 2016
trying to think what happened this year
well february i enrolled at college. again.
i completed my course this year a whole 4 months early so now i am qualified
i signed on to some agencies for work 
pinks turned 5 years old
millie and alice are now 1 years old
dom no longer wants to speak to me
me and mia celebrated 20 years of friendship
to be honest not a lot happened to ME this year
no one in my family died, my car is the same, i live in the same house, im still single
so no real changes

as for 2017
each new year i wonder 'will this be the year i manage to drop some of medication?'
that would be nice
I will be working officially as  a Teaching assistant in schools
I will be teaching myself Japanese once again (dropped it cus I had other studies to do)
im still not sure on my idea to go for a hot drink each weekend. I suppose i have a lil longer to think about that one. Im kinda 70% want to 30% not
I am gonna be more open to the idea of dating now I have sorted myself out but I can't see a rush of guys begging at my feet XD

but we shall see anyway what the new year brings~

Enjoy your evenings~

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