I got up for school
I didn't really want to start my morning
simply because it was my first working morning with tiffin
my routine has been taken
his little face would light up my day start my morning
I got to school and sorted a few bits and pieces out ready for the day
i hardly have any voice so it was hard going at times
we got the work done and had time to play and stuff
it was a quick and easy day
came home and had lunch then collapsed on my bed for a while
i was suppose to be seeing tara but she ended up working late
so in the end i saw adam
he made his way over and we went for a walk together which was nice
and then we just sat and had a brew
he cheered me up i guess
now just in my room
with out tiffin
i can tell mum doesnt want me to have another bunbun
but i feel like having a rabbit is a pleasure to me, a hobby almost and i feel like why should i have to give that up? yes i work now and i didnt used to there for i had more time for my pets but i've always managed, why should i give up what i love just cus of work? surely my pleasures are more important than my career. i dont want to just work all my life i want my own life and do my own things and chill out and do my own stuff
im so confused right now
i dont know what i want to do in life right now
trying not to think about the future cus it only stresses me out and gets me down
school tomorrow
then should be seeing mia that evening which should be nice
here are this week's nails i took a photo of my left hand for a change
I must say today the child i work with i told her about tiffin
well after that i think every member of staff knew about my rabbit
as she couldnt help but tell everyone
she even picked up a grey rabbit toy and came to sit with me and gave me the rabbit
now i dont usually think children are sweet but that moment i believed was a sweet moment.
i just got fed up of telling people about tiffin it was like rubbing salt in a wound
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