Man how good did it feel to not be woken at 7am!!
It was nice waking up to see 9:15
even tho that takes some time from my morning it still feels really
good mentally and physically
I got up and took it easy this morning in getting ready
I was to meet adam at 11am
I picked him up and we basically went to 3 towns
i drove of course i do wish he could drive!!
We went round over 10 charity shops
I found 2 good buys!
this jumper from quite an expensive brand for £5 it has stars and a bunny!
Then a tartan skirt i have never had a pink on before but what is great about it is
theyre actually shorts!! These were £2.99 and originally from River Island - theyre stuff aint cheap!
so good bargins ^^
At lunch I had leak and potato soup which was handmade and served with handmade bread
i had a cup of tea and it came to £5.50 really good food and great value i was impressed
adam had a flippin' burger, chips, onion rings you name it XD
The last cafe we went to we both had a scoop of ice cream
my first ice cream of the year! realy good ^^
I came home and rested really
cus i need to rest
I organized going to the kitty cafe again with helina
thats happening on the 10th march :D im gonna go after school with her :)
we're due a catch up~~
I chose what nails I want to paint this week
gonna do clouds/weather as i think the kids at school will like them
tomorrow adam is gonna come over after lunch i believe
we're just gonna play pokemon, chill out and yeah just enjoy each others company
hes very patient with me. he tries to put my insecurities and worries to rest but its easily said than done but it does make me feel better to hear it said. he willing to patient with me, he wants to understand me, he doesnt expect anything of me, he wont get bored of me. But i still have doubts but i think thats me cus he hasnt done anything wrong its just me feeling small really.
i actually had the energy for dance last night
got sweaty and did warm down with yoga moves
i plan to do the same tonight!!!
oh and i weighed myself this morning cus i was absoultely convinced i had put weight on, i felt big and my thoughts were relentless. so i bit the bullet and weighed myself. i weighed my usual 54kg...how is that possible? and why was i so convinced that i had put weight on? is my head messing me and getting the better of me? bit worrying but im glad i havent put weight on cus christ that is not a good road to go down!
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