Once again I did not sleep
life is becoming an endurance run at the moment
just so shattered
I was aching in the night really and also scratching
a lot of scratching
waking myself up cus im scratching my face, neck, hair, back
WHY!?
so yeah i was tired this morning
School felt like hard work
it wasnt anything different really just a typical day
I got home and warmed up left over pasta with mum
then we went shops together for a lil while
Then literally as we came home adam turned up ><
got like no time to relax at all really
although we didnt do an awful lot together
but still being with someone is draining espically when they tickle me and it makes me
move and squirm
but its nice to have the company it is
its taking some getting used to as im so used to being by myself
he talked stuff over with me, telling me he loves spending time with me, he wants me to be more honest and open about my condition, he wants to know how my head works (dont we all) he wont get bored of me and he's happy to wait for things to develop (if they do) he wont rush or pressure me.
so its nice to hear it all said to my face and it is slowly sinking in that someone wants to put up with me but i still have doubts that im too much of a commitment to make
i took him home
had dinner then caught up online really
tomorrow is school and i have dentist as well ><
no yoga as we're going to a friday class instead to try a different teacher!
my nails for this week
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