Monday, 24 April 2017

Heart Attack and Panic Attacks!!

Evening~

Didn't blog yesterday cus I didn't get home til 9:15pm
and quite frankly I could not be arsed to turn my laptop on
and write, I just wanted a shower and bed! I was shattered truly shattered 

anyway~ the reason for the title of this entry
basically the last time I blogged I finished up at 7:45pm
I closed my laptop down and thought 'I'll go ged Oz in from outside'
I hadn't seen him for a bout 15mins or so but I wasnt concerned 
but upon going outside and looking for him I couldnt find him
but didn't panic cus i thought 'he's no doubt in bush or something'
mum came out after she saw me looking for 5-10mins
we couldnt find him...

20mins had passed and we'd turned the house, garden and shed upside down
i was trying to keep my breathing under control
dad was there saying "well he's got out hasnt he, he could be anywhere or someone could have even snatched him I suppose"
thanks dad. thanks for that one. im trying not to have a panic attack and look for my baby and you go and say stuff like that!!!!!!
So we were out on the drive way looking for him, looking over neighbour's fences 
he could not have got out tho. we've never had this problem before. never
at this point i did have tears down my face but i wasnt crying and my breathing was turning into a panic mode of breathing
my family were all out the front
i came back round to the back door and movement caught my eye
who was underneath their hutch? Oz of course he was
so i called him he came from under his hutch and i scooped him up at this point i was crying with relief cus i was worried sick for him
i came to tell my family and mum was relieved i could see her holding tears back
dad and brother just went inside
30mins of absolute terror there. really thought he'd gone
but where the hell had he'd been? cus obviously all  4 of us looked under his damn hutch

next day he was out and about
i was off to adam's house so i went to get Oz in
couldnt find him
so I went to look under his cage
and at the back of Pinky's cage on the floor is this hole about the size of a big slice of bread
it is cut out of my neighbour's house. we'd put half a standard brick to block it up as in past years hedgehogs have used it for a nest would you believe!
so i just thought i'd check it, keeping in mind we've never had a problem with this with kip or tiffin. it was so dark and small but i caught movement
it was Oz. having a wash.
he was under my neighbours house!!!!!
no way in hell could i get him the hole was so small
im not sure how he found it or fit through it
i about had a heart attack seeing him there cus he could go under my neighbours floorboards and deep into their house! - which my dad kindly pointed out whilst i has my heart attack
so i talked to him and he came out after a minute
i picked him up for a cuddle
so thats where he had been that night. no wonder we couldnt find him! its a pitch black tiny hole!
he was none the wiser their was a problem!
so ive fulled bricked it up now i dont think he can move 2 full bricks.

after all that i went over to adam's house
spoke to his mum on the drive way for a few mins then went in to go see him
we went to a local park and walked round the big lakes
i was quite tired actually after that
we didnt know where to go eat so adam suggested frankie and benny's
a chain restaurant im not fussed about but there was nothing round us
so i ate a small plate of spaghetti and adam had a big burger with chips and a whole garlic pizza bread i swear i have no idea where he puts it all, it was only lunch!
he paid. again. >< 

we came back to my house and sat in the sun in the garden
whilst watching the pets outside 
it got warm actually
my hair is slowly being bleached blond by the sun like it does every year
gonna dye it probably but adam says he likes it /: 
then we went over to his house
but god from eating lunch and sitting up the garden i had wicked stomach ache
and i had it still at his house just bad pains but it wasnt doing anything
i couldnt find the cause for the pain

we sat for a while talking with his parents
theyre so lovely to me and im good at bringing his dad down a few notches XD
he was sucking up to adam's mum so he'd get out of doing the ironing
saying "you make such a wonderful job dear"
i could see right through that one. so i kissed the tips of my hand and then tapped my bum
everyone was laughing and his dad did not see that coming XD

we had a beef roast which was really good
and pudding
then we played scrabble which i have never played before
and wont play again its awful game for dyslexics i cant see anything
his mum helped me and i won. how i do not know.
we played triominos again i won! i was on a role
then i came home

today i havent felt brilliant actually
ive plodded along sewing Oz's blanket
went to see karen for reflex
slept
and just had an easy day
like i said i didnt feel good 
not sure why i cant work it out

tomorrow seeing adam after lunch
here's one bow ive made
 

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