Sunday
So I slept over at Adam's house on the sunday
We made dinner together which was turkey steaks and a load of veg
it's nice to see a guy so confident in the kitchen~
we watched a film adam wanted to show me 'Run fat boy run' never heard of it
and we played pokemon then fell asleep
oh i got to have a bath also jeez that a bit unnerving as i soon learned their bathroom
door doesn't shut properly! but he wasnt pervert lucky!
We woke up at 7am
stinkin' 7am cus he had work and i went home at 8am
the bread adam had spent 2 hours making the day before i took the rest home for toast :3
I took his stuff he'd be taking to sheffield with me home
Monday
I got home and went to bed
i never sleep well in someone elses bed well who does really
nothing like you're own bed ;)
then I packed and saw Oz and what have you
adam had finished work early so he caught the bus to my house
then later mum took us to the train station and off we went
it was a lil tricky to find the hall we staying out
and adam has such poor sense of direction its funny
but i was tired from walking and said in the end "let's get a taxi"
only cost £5 and we were there so glad for the taxi actually cus there
was a bloody good hill to climb and adam had to suitcase
so it was a saver~
we got to the room which was lovely and spacious! it even had a bath!!
i was very pleased with it
it was like 4:30pm at this point and there wasnt anything near us
seriously like nothing
so we stayed and played pokemon
went for a walk around the lake and saw a herein bird
then we decided to eat at the hall as there was no restaurants near us
but jesus the price of the food was crippling! adam insisted he'd pay and id pay tomorrow
night at another restaurant. I ate gnocchi i couldnt finish it all
we went back to the room to let food go down
then we went to the pool! the pool was in the shape of half a yin yang symbol
it was the warmest pool ive ever been in i was so very happy
then there was the jacuzzi
the plan of going late evening worked as there was no kids as we predicted
i think it was here adam asked me out? i cant really remember when he asked me out actually
the whole thing is still sinking in to be honest
Tuesday
next day we both woke up with bad backs
we were like an old couple
the bed was like a friggin' brick!!!!!
we got dressed and took a walk into sheffield center
we had some breakfast at a food hall
the hall we stayed at wanted £10 each for breakfast
at the food hall i paid £1.90 for my breakfast
we walked round sheffield i picked up a dressy top from charity shop
i bumped into a child from year 2 class - yes an incredibly small world we're in
we had lunch at a pub i had soup
we walked back to the hall as we had done sheffield really
but it was like 2-3pm so we had time to kill
adam said i could go to sleep if i wanted to
i did for a while
we went round the lake again
were i insisted we would take a photo together he said he hadn't changed his
facebook photo in 4 years - back when he was very over weight
i told he should as he's changed since then
he told me he hates photos of himself - i can relate as i was like that years ago
but he gave in to me and we took a photo together which i later found out he used
as his profile photo ^^
we played pokemon sometimes i just watch him play tho
went to dinner to a pub 2mins down the road we discovered that morning
we both at pork and beef burger with chips it was very nice i paid and it was still
pricey but nothing like the hall prices
we got back to the hall, let food go down then went down to the pool again
the pool was just as cold as regular pools -_______- i was severally disappointed
wednesday
we had a lazy morning as we didnt have to leave til 11am and our train was at 1:37
every person i go away with always insists we have lunch before we come home
WHY!? im happy to get up get home
but noooooooooooooo we have to wait around and waste time
god it winds me up no end!!!!
we had breakfast in a cafe i had beans and cheese toastie
then before we went train station i had cake and hot choc
i had managed to get a cake all 3 days ;)
then we waited at the train station
i slept on the train
i was shattered frankly and my chest infection is pretty rough
adam's dad picked us up and took me home then adam :)
nice to be back and see mummy and my pets
today i woke up at 8am like a total cripple
i had hardly slept due from aching, stomach ache and head ache
just everything ached so i was very fidgety
by 9:30am when I had finished tending to my pets i actually went back to bed
i felt bloody awful
got up at 11am
and did nothing really
cross stitching, Oz, internet, watched tv, went garden center with mum
so a rubbish day but i did get a few things done online
adam wanted to meet up today but no way was i meeting up
and what happened to 'we dont have to meet up everyday'!?
hes like my shadow
but a better word for it is boyfriend
still feels incredibly weird i cant even explain it
it took me til today to be able to tell mum that im going out with adam
i felt a lil strange about telling her maybe cus i was worried what she'd think
she seemed alright
in a way i feel like i dont want a relationship but i dont want to be alone my life
they contradict one another
but if i never have ago at things im unsure about then my life will never change
so im willing to give it ago i gotta grow up
im not very mature when it comes to relationship and guys
but everyone has to start somewhere right?
i didnt go yoga today just cus i was dead
tomorrow mum wishes to drag me round ASDA super store >< we go every so often
and she has one heck of a list going!
but before that i have doctors at 8:40am no lay in for me but this chest infection needs sorting
thats it really
its very strange to say im not single i have to say but its nice knowing someone is there for me but then a part of me thinks 'i dont need someone there' thats the lone wolf side of me who likes to push every human being away~
i want to try
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