Evening~~
Ahhh I've been awake since 5:30am
I just don't sleep it would seem.
I got to acupuncture on time
we talked a lot about my mental side
stuff I have never ever told ANYONE
I felt better for it and he said I wasn't crazy which was another relief
I told him my stomach had been real bad
so I had 8 needles today he went easy on me
I had 1 on the inside of each wrist, one on each ankle, calf (which I coped with this week), 2 on my breast bone. I was pretty good this week but stopped talking as the muscles used to talk made the one in my breast bone hurt.
He lent me a book to read ^^ it sounds so random its a fantasy book
It felt good to be trusted with it :)
From there I went over to adam's house
were his dad made me a sweet cup of tea cus boy did I need it!
Then we headed off to melton mowbrary
didnt take us long to get there
the market was fairly big and there was live animals to buy
from cows to birds to guinea pigs
i refused to look at the small animals as it made me feel sick
We went into a cafe for a brew
looked round the cafe and brought a sausage cob from a butcher which was great and cheap
then we headed off home
I felt a bit drained and Oz had vets anyway so I went home
sat with mum then we went vets
then I went bed for a bit
I was a lil worried if adam's dad would treat me differently from
telling him last night about my illnesses
he asked a few times if i was ok and if i was alright doing certain things
its lovely he cares but i dont want him to have to always think about me and to make sure im ok
i just dont want to be any trouble
on the way home he said how much he likes me and that adam's ex-girlfriend was hard work XD
he told me that bits of adam's room needs doing up, one of them being new curtains i said i would like to help as i love looking round that kinda stuff and that he needs new bedding also. adam glared at me but his dad laughed and told him i have that job. curtains and bedding :)
I took a photo of the bunny they both picked me up from a zoo in France
mum has named him 'Ozwald' XD
Tomorrow I am going into the city centre with mum cus I said Id go spend some time with her.
Should be good :)
Then seeing adam having dinner with him at his house cus his parents are at a concert so hes eating alone but i said i'd go over and eat with him.
Evening~
I did the vampire shift last night
really didnt sleep
When I woke up in the night it was with crippling stomach ache
so when I woke up at 9am I was annoyed I had awoken so late
but it wouldnt have done me any good to get up at 7am
it meant my lovely mother had got the girls out again for the last few mornings ><
I stayed in my pajamas til 12pm
I finished my cousin's birthday card ^^
I was cleaning my whole room practically whilst watching vampire diaries
I had Oz with me or 'Ozwald' as mum keeps calling him XD
Then I got ready to go over to adam's once I had eaten lunch
I hadnt eaten much past 2 days
Got to adam's and sat with him and his parents
They told me about their France holiday
and they even brought me a lil bunny plush!!! How sweet of them!
I was not expecting that!
then we sorted out adam's high school and primary school work his dad had brought down from the roof, it was nostalgic seeing all the books and planners and stuff
we threw 95% of it in the bin
We played cards which I won but god knows how as it went over the top of my head
I felt a bit off and had stomach ache and was tired
so I asked adam if I could crash on his bed for half hour but if he would join me
which he did and it was nice to relax and be cuddled for half and hour
he told me he loved me as well ^^
we had dinner which was good
and then played normal dominos which was alright
I said I had to get going
they went into the kitchen adam told me "you still havent told my parents"
I said "oh crap, dont make me" and then he said "go now and tell them"
he nudged me into the kitchen and then I quite literally spilled the beans
It felt like I was naked in front of them my heart was beating rapidly
and I was keeping it together
but they didnt judge and were very accepting which I knew they would be
and I dont know why I was so worried really
they said they accept me for me and Im welcome here any time and if I need help with anything or if I need to sleep its all fine. His mum said I was 'a ray of sunshine' X3
I did feel so much better for it
it did make me late being home tho
So I've had to come home and have a mad dash round
getting Oz out, shower, stuff ready for tomorrow
jeez its never ending!
Tomorrow I have acupuncture at 8:30am
I can not wait to talk to the guy about my mental health
and also the fact that my stomach has been worse this week
Then Im going straight to adam's as his dad is taking us to Melton Mowbary
theres a giant market there I can not wait!
Then at 4pm Oz has the vets!
its go go go
and Im shattered!
But Im living my life lately I guess!
Good Evening~
It is currently 6:10pm so a lil earlier for me to do my diary
but thought I'd get it done
I slept a little better but still woke with tummy ache -___-
Mia was picking me up at 11am and I got up at 9am
plenty of time~ So i got myself ready
We parked up and hit the shops
and boy can my Mia shop
she is going abroad this saturday so she needed a few things
which meant a lot of walking and shopping which i am fine with
its just very taxing on my body
but i was happy to be there
she truly soothes my soul
We had a think about what we could do for lunch as it was 1pm
and mia loves her food
we decided to try this alice in wonderland cafe that i was planning on
going to for my birthday all the way last february
I was so pleased about going cus it was really good
We had a mad hatter's tea set
so for £7.50 each we had a big pot of tea (which was really good)
3 sandwiches each, a scone, and 2 brownies
I was truly happy as it was all very good stuff
Mia was happy too
we talked about various things
and I told her some of my worries such as telling adam's parents about
my various health conditions but just saying them out loud and mia talking about them
just puts me at ease
I told her I had referred myself for mental help as well
and that i was having acupuncture
We left the queen of hearts and alice (yes they were really dressed as them)
and went for some more shopping
mia managed to get what she wanted luckily
It was the first time today that ive ever been in the presence of armed police
and the city centre was so dead! I think people are on holiday or its the bomb scare
but i didnt think about it and just got on with my day
we headed home, mia dropped me off
im seeing her on friday for face packs, nails and she wants a skirt sewing
now im just at home putting stuff away and that
having the first BBQ of the year today
not looking forward to it as i am struggling to digest meat at the moment
so i know its gonna give me stomach ache
ive had stomach ache after breakfast AND lunch today -______-
i'll be glad when acupuncture works
speaking of which my thoughts have been very quiet today again
i still have them about food but its quieter
ok things i achieved today
walking round town with my best friend
eating cakes/treats
ringing up the vets for Oz
Good Evening~~
I have returned~~
I have a bit of catching up to do huh
Ok hajemaru yo~
Thursday
I had acupuncture at 8:30am
I told him how my stomach had been and my mental state
we talked a lot about mental health as thats what he trained in for many years
and still works in mental health once a week
I was keen to talk to him but ran out of time so Im looking forward to talking
to him this tuesday
I had a needle in my forehead to 'calm' me didnt work
In fact I squirmed more than I ever had
I had 3 in my stomach - one to help with periods cus i hardly get them, i wasnt impressed as I didnt want that to change that cus lets face it no one wants periods! but he says its all connected and the obviously something wrong if im not getting the regularly
I had some in my legs he put one in the right of my calf and it was horrid but i grinned and bared it
that was until he placed on in the opposite leg... i about bucked off the bench i hated it he quickly removed it as it was having a horrible effect on the right leg weird isnt it how its all connected. so the left leg didnt have one in and he said 'are you relaxed with the one in the right? I need you to relax'
"then in that case take it out cus im like a plank right now"
so I had a total of 8 needles in stead of 10
he told me for my mental health that at the end of each day to think of something I have achieved and even if I havent fully achieved it, think about the energy and the journey it took you to do those tasks, he says i dont give myself enough credit for everything i manage to do. i go from one thing to another wanting to achieve more and more and not stopping to look at what i have managed to do basically. dont know what good it will do but i am willing to try anything really
I came home and I cant remember what I did really
but I know I did go over to adam's to pick him up and go into the city centre
I picked up some pokemon bed sheets on sale for £10! I picked up a pokemon t-shirt reduced to £5 a few nail varnishes from £1shop and I believe that was it
when we went to game (got the t-shirt from there) at the til the lady asked if we played pokemon and gave us each a code for Lycanroc lv50 download! nice surprise! Ive had that before with Hoopa but I never know when pokemon are going free on mystery gift. I told Tara to get her butt down at game store! She thanked me
we had lunch in town we both had chicken burgers
then we went over to my house where I got all my stuff for sleep over then went over to his
cooked lasagne which was alright
played pokemon and traded pokemon and downloaded pokemon
I didn't sleep brilliantly i kept waking up
Friday
I woke up not feeling good in all honesty
I was suppose to be coming home in the morning and going shops with mum
but i felt terrible
i ended up going back to bed at 10am -_____-
adam didnt mind and he even went out without me to go get us some lunch :3
he was so good to me
I felt better upon my sleep
and then we had lunch and came home for a bit so i could see Oz and get fresh underwear
that night we ate 'burgers' is what adam called them i called them lumps of mince
i didnt know he hadnt made before i thought he knew what he was doing XD i wish i had taught him but i stayed out of his way and helped were he wanted me to
so my stomach found it very hard to digest and got stomach ache bad
adam was annoyed that i hadnt told him that that dinner was bound to give me stomach ache
but i forgot
yet it was still my fault
(whilst typing this out he has just txt me saying I LOVE YOU XXX) what am i gonna do with him
we played pokemon and mario cart together we played darts as well
I slept better and didnt wake up til 9am
today~
it was a bit cooler today as thursday and friday it had been like 25c+ mental and awful to bare
we went up to the shops to get a few things for the day
then we just sat and played mario and pokemon
we had lunch together and dinner together then at 7:30pm I came home
got Oz out who I think needs to go to the vets
he seems to have a runny nose
im not surprised cus he sticks his nose in everything! So ive got to sort him out this week
Im not sure what has happened as of late but my head is very quiet since ive been to acupuncture
i mean yesterdat god it was so quiet and i wasnt used to that at all i have to say
even thoughts about food we're distant and everything else had vanished
today im still alone in my head and not sharing it anymore but thoughts about food are pretty strong today but i did manage food ok. its very odd being alone in my head im not used to it at all.
i wish to talk to the acupuncturist
It's 9pm now
ive gotta go for a shower to get the smell of adam's house outta my skin XD
tomorrow at 11am mia is picking me up and we're going city centre for some shopping i do believe. another tiring day but cant be helped i wish to do these things
ok things ive achieved today
ive even 2 cookies and ice cream
i've managed to rest in front of my boyfriend instead of hiding it.
Evening~~
I slept better but still woke up at 6am
I got up at 7am for school not wanting to go
it was the first time i've worn a t-shirt for school this year
cus jeez it has been a warm day!
I got to school and had an easy enough morning
p.e. outside so i was stood in the morning sun for an hour
which was nice for a change
mum picked me up at lunch time ^^
I went back to school and the afternoon was easy
just a bit slow and boring if im honest
but it's my last day now til 5th june!
I saw the school photographs today that were taken last week
im in the class photo ^^ I didn't like looking at myself tho
hair crap and chubby face
i came home and couldnt unwind
I thought I was seeing mia til she txted me to say she forgot she was seeing rob
so I sat at my desk doing some cross stitching whilst watching vampire diaries
that helped me unwind actually and i chilled out then :)
Tomorrow I have acupuncture at 8:30am so I have to get up and go!
Then its all in the air at the moment im just organizing my day actually
think i'll come home then get adam whenever he's up instead of going straight
over to his house after acupuncture
then go city centre, have lunch, come to my house for my stuff and then sleep over at adams
think he's making me dinner too
think thats the plan
just gonna be even warmer tomorrow!
he said he wont follow up with the threat of tossing me in the shower XD
a necklace I got in the post :D
Konbanwa~~
I didn't sleep well at all
I did a lot of time on the vampire shift as i call it
I could hear my brother up until like 1am
I didnt fall asleep til gone 2am
Then I got woke up at 5am by a wasp coming in my room
6:30am by our neighbour's dog
So I was tired when i got up at 8am -____-
I had karen at 9:30am to say I only had a half hour back massage
i didnt get home til 11am!!
That lady just does not stop talking!
I came in and had a shower and grabbed a slice of cheese on toast
I think i've eaten my weight in cheese on toast this past month
im sick of eating it!
Then i went to pick adam up from gym but he'd brought me tea so I went and
sat with him to drink it
We went to his house
and talked a bit and aired the house cus god was it stuffy and warm today
Then we went upstairs on his bed were I told him 15 hundred times to
"go get a shower!" he seemed reluctant to go and leave me
He just wouldnt go! I told him Id be still here when he got back
then he said he wanted to shower with me....i see where this is going -___-
I said "well ive only just had a shower like 2 hours ago"
"so?"
i sighed whilst smiling, he cant help being a guy can he
he turned to me and whispered in my ear "guess im gonna have to take you there by force"
"yeah but you wouldnt" i said smugly
"why wouldnt i!?" he said
"cus i trust you and you wouldnt do that to me"
at that point he was scooping me up in his arms >< I couldnt grab his bed quick enough!
I had hold of the bed whilst he went to stand up off the bed with me in his arms
he couldnt get up cus of me holding the bed so placed me back down on the bed
i sat there smug
that was my undoing it would seem
he grabbed me quicker and wasnt on the bed so he was able to pick me up quick
i was being carried into the bathroom he placed me down on the floor - standing
i used the moment he went to turn the shower on he almost turned it on but realized id quickly
escaped into his room
I grabbed the bed sheets and covered myself in a ball
he gave up and cuddled me phew
eventually he left me for a shower
but told me when we have a sleep over hes dragging me into the shower whether i like it or not
jesus ><
not gonna want to go over there come thursday huh
It was really warm today and after massage and stuff today i was starting to feel unwell and my mood plummeted so i had a sugar fix which made it bearable but i still left a bit early from adams
seeing him thursday after acupuncture it would seem
This evening I havent done a lot to be honest
tomorrow I have school
Once again i am not in the mood to go but i know it will go ok
mum is bringing me home for lunch
seeing mia in the evening for a walk
my first bit of canmake make-up i kept meaning to share
it is to brighten the under eye or 'eye puchi' as i believe some japanese call it
its soft and creamy
Evening~~
I amaze myself at times I truly do
who knew I could be an embarrassment even in my sleep?
I was having some sort of dream to do with dogs or wolves I believe
I woke myself up making growl like noises and biting my pillow....-_____-
yep I'm a real head case!
Thank god I was by myself in my small single bed
cus jesus that would have been cringing if someone saw me XD
Anyway I had school
I felt not too bad
the class was very irritating today I must say
it was almost like being with toddlers
me and the teacher were wearing thin on patience
I went home for lunch which was good to be in the quiet
then cycled back to school
it was a lovely warm day so we did P.E. outside
it was a simple version of rounders and I got to play!
in the morning I had the pleasure of taking groups of children outside the classroom
to hold the baby chicks ^^
I got home and was in the biggest mood ever
seriously i dont even know how i got in such a state
I was tense annoyed and didnt know what to do and i was getting annoyed that i was annoyed and in this state. I didnt even know what it is id rather be doing!
So in the end i went to bed cus i was no good to anyone the way i was
I woke up and was much better
so god knows what that was all about!
My stomach hurts every time I eat
it hates me at the moment i have to say
and im getting sick of it
its quite depressing that your stomach hurts when you eat
cus you get as though you dont want to eat and then youre tired cus you havent eaten enough
I havent done a lot tonight
I did order some new make-up to try :3
Tomorrow I think I'm seeing Adam at some point :)
Be nice cus I let him down on sunday and I could have seen him after work today
he offered to cheer me up but i couldnt take the risk id say something id later regret as that would make me really upset so it wasnt worth it. i needed the time to chill out unconsciously
Here is a mascara I have been using this week. I ordered it off ebay
it is nice unusual colour and goes well peach make-up
Evening
Im well aware of my tardiness ><
Ok so let's catch up with Jozu's days shall we~
Friday
My parents went away so I said my goodbyes before I went to work
got to school and found out it was school picture day....
I had pikachu hair tie in and pikachu necklace
But then again im not staff right so I dont need to be in the photos
wrong!
As luck would have it I did my make-up really well that morning as I knew
I was seeing adam straight from work so I wanted my make-up to last
also i was smartly dressed mum said I looked like a teacher XD
Maybe I had a 6th sense on this!
So I was tidy apart from bloody pikachu in my hair XD
I had my photo taken with the class
the teacher and other TA didn't say anything to me they just let me join in.
It was indoor play again due to the weather
I went home at lunch
After work I got home and adam was there and he'd made me a brew ^^
we sat and talked as I was knackered really
had pets inside and such
made sausage cobs
played mario cart
and we had a bit of thing really not sure what you call it cus it wasnt an arguement or a tiff
basically we were talking about a mundane thing and i made a joke not knowing the topic was a sensitive sore point to adam. He said "i'll go home"
I was so tired I laid on the sofa whilst he put his stuff in his bag he came back and sulked like a child in front of me on the floor. I went and climbed all over him cus I thought he was playing i really did. I had no idea he was actually upset with me. He wouldnt touch me he just kinda pushed me off him. I told him I wanted to go upstairs. He was still quiet with me.
I said "would you really have gone home?" still thinking he was just messing with me.
"yes I would have"
"seriously?"
"yeah"
"was it that big of a deal? I thought you were messing"
"its a sore point"
I went quiet. It all kinda fell on me my thoughts just opened up like a damn my head hurt actually I wanted to squeeze my head but didnt want to look crazy so I just laid there
"are you ok?" he asked
I shook my head
i lost a few tears which soaked through his top
he looked down at me
"whats wrong?"
i shook my head
"i cant help unless you tell me"
"im just having a war in my head right now thats all"
"what is it saying?"
I just couldnt bring myself to tell him what was flying through my mind. It was just absolutely uncontrollable. Being upset causes this to happen its like my thoughts go into 'hyper mode'.
I didnt even know where to start. I felt a rage burn through me at the fact he'd leave me when I didn't understand as I wouldnt have made a joke if i knew it was a sore point to him i wouldnt have done it on purpose so the rage wanted me to have massive argument with him. Then the other part was saying that he is so quick to leave me cus im not worth being with he'll use any excuse to be rid of me. he'll leave me soon. It was horrible.
So I told him the jist I was a lil upset and he wiped my tears away
but he went quiet himself
"whats wrong?" I asked him
I could tell something was bothering him by his body language
"I've made you upset. It's my fault. I didnt think. It caused your head to start off"
"it's ok dont worry. im just tired. my head is fragile when Im tired"
He was still unhappy I could tell
So I brought Oz in as usually Oz makes him happy
but that only masked the problem I could tell
I took him home at this point cus it was near enough 9pm
he was quiet on the journey home so I turned to him
"you know, Im not mad. In fact im fine. We didn't argue. We didn't fight. We're not hurt or angry at one other. It was silly really what happened. I mean its not like one of cheated or anything is it?"
"yeah I know"
when I pulled up at his house I turned to him and grabbed his face with one hand
"you gotta promise me that youre not gonna go spend the whole evening hating yourself are you?"
"no no I wont"
"you best not otherwise Im not gonna be happy"
what did he go and do? he went and hated himself
Through txt messages he was telling me how sorry and stupid he was and that he wanted to crawl into a hole or punch something hard.
To be honest with you I knew nothing I would say would change anything cus I'd said everything so Id only be repeating myself. i was shattered as well and in my bed. So I just night to him and went to sleep. I knew he'd be fine tomorrow
Saturday
I cleaned out my girls
luckily I was able to do them before the rain came!
I went for a hair cut thank bloody god
I now have full vision no hair in my way!
I went over to adam's house
we sat and talked none of us bringing up yesterday which i was glad of
and we were totally fine with one another I mean at first he was a bit frosty if im honest
and i kinda thought "nooo not another day with him being like this"
but we bonded over darts as well pinned on the dart board a photo of an MP which had come through the post talking about election rubbish you know
so that was good fun. His dart board is next to his bed so after the picture had died he picked me up and put me on his bed were he cuddled and kissed me ^^ i could tell he was back to his usual self and we stayed there for a good hour just enjoying each other's company with cuddles
we eventually got up and went to my house
where we cooked some veg and chicken and had dinner
we attended to the pets as well and had a better evening than the day before
we sat and played pokemon for an hour i gave him a kadabra and magby for his team :)
Then at 9pm i took him home
and like the night before I got home, showered, txted mum and went to bed.
Today I got up at 8am
I attended to the pets luckily it actually wasnt raining!
I cleaned downstairs so it was presentable for mum and did some washing also
then i went on my laptop cus i hadnt been on it since thursday
did some dancing
My stomach yesterday after eating my lunch didnt feel right and made all sorts of noises
i had gone to bed with bad stomach pains and they were with me this morning
i had spent a lot of time in the bathroom this morning
my stomach hates me
so I didnt eat breakfast. I managed to cereal and lunch but regretted it
and didnt eat much dinner
so obviously cutting out tomatoes and potatoes hasnt made any odds luckily
mum came home at 12pm it was good to see her
she was reunited with pinks
I have done bugger all today
I have felt like crap
I havent eaten much cus my stomach just hurts and feels sick
I still have my cold which doesnt help matters but as of yesterday I did buy some cold & flu tablets to see if they can help shift it.
What a wasted day /:
I was meant to see adam but I knew I would just be pushing myself and I have work tomorrow as well so I decided to go to sleep at 12;30 and see how I felt when I woke
when I woke 2 hours later I felt no better so I told him I wasnt coming out today
he was fine with it
I'll see him tuesday no doubt.
Tomorrow I have school
and Im not in the mood to go i dont know whats wrong with me cus i like school
but I cant face going but I dont know what id rather do
I dont know what I want and I think its just the way I am feeling with it all
I will get the day done
Here is a necklace I ordered for £2 Its well cute and different made of plastic
I took a photo of it next to my finger cus check the size of it!
Evening~~
I slept through the night!!!!! Its like an achievement!
I can't honestly remember the last time I slept through with out waking
But I still felt a lil tired believe or not
so I spent my day in pajamas!
I got out my card making stuff and set about making
adam's mum a birthday card and my dad a fathers day card
I got his fathers day present in the post today and I am pleased with it
so I am all ready for fathers day
and the mug is getting printed also :) I like being organized
I did do some dancing this morning but I kept screwing up
it was like I couldnt focus at all on it
i did manage 20mins of yoga last night tho ^^
After lunch I climbing into my bed and rest
didnt sleep I rested
I got up and decided to finish dad's card
I knew adam was catching the bus over to my house and would be over
between 3-4pm after his shift at work
what I didnt know was that he'd creep up on me -______-
there I was minding my own business on my bedroom floor
gluing dad's card when suddenly I got a jab in my side
I screamed and I mean screamed
I put my hand over my mouth and turned to see the threat
adam was killing himself I couldnt look at him I was so embarrassed by my scream
he said it pierced his ears, well im high pitched anyway so you can imagine
i think it shocked me hearing my scream as I cant remember the last time
i properly screamed
i crawled into a ball and he came sucking up to me still chuckling under his breath
>.>
i'll get him
mum said she heard me scream from outside
So we sat and talked with mum for a bit
I went and got dressed out my pajamas
we went for a walk
then came back and had a drink
he showed me online what pokemon cards he's ordered
sadness
im hoping he's not gonna get into collecting them!
that would be an expensive hobby to say the least
besides I only like the first generation or so as those cards are the classics
not that i have them all
i would like to know tho which ones are worth money
i could be sitting on a fortune
not that i would sell them, theyre coming to the grave with me damn it!
I took adam home and had dinner
getting stuff ready for school tomorrow
going to wear my pokemon accessories :3
I just ordered a pokemon watch for £2.50 just for something different to wear
i only have 2 watches and its not broke the bank
tomorrow I have school which shouldnt be too bad
mum and dad are going away and there for mum cant bring me home at lunch /:
so its gonna feel like a long day i believe
i'll get through it
adam is gonna meet me at my house for when I get home ^^
he's taken a week off work so hes not at work now
he is staying for dinner with me and staying some of the evening
so if i dont blog its cus i ran outta time
here's a necklace i ordered cute right, similar to my one i got from convention
Otsukaresama desu~~~
I didn't sleep well I was beginning to have my usual nightmare
been a while since it's happened 2 days in a row
I was tired when I got up and not in the mood to deal with people and children
I pulled back the curtain to find Oz outside.....
but no one was out of bed...
that means I didn't fully lock his cage up last night!
My heart sank.
I went straight downstairs and went out to him
I have NEVER done that before
he seemed totally fine and quite pleased actually
thank god cus jesus that could have been a totally different outcome
enough cats cut through the garden at night
god knows how long he'd been outside
but knowing him i cant imagine he was outside all night he's too lazy for that
i am so grateful and relieved that he is ok
I got to school just before the rain set in
it is now 7pm and still hammering it down like it has done all day
heavy rain = indoor play
indoor play = no break in the staff room for staff
so I spent my break time drawing various pokemon for kids
someone had a pokemon card and i copied that for them
they were amazed even tho by my standards it was rubbish
lunch time came round and mum picked me up
i was glad to come home i had cheese on toast
then rested and it was soon time to return to school ><
but the afternoon did go quickly really
I got home and looked at the elephant mug i had finished last night
yup got it done last night just didnt take long at all and came together
quickly and easily
so ive ordered that. it will be on a white mug with a blue colour inside the mug
blue is her favourite colour and i felt it all matched with the blue inside and the blue background on the picture i like the little pink border too
im looking forward to seeing how it looks on a mug!
Then I stitched a top that needed altering which was a 15min job
nothing much really
then been online
oh and with Oz who decided to lick the inside of my ear ><
Tomorrow I am at home wooooooo
adam said he wants to come over after his shift
i told him he was more than welcome to
he wants to match me on mario cart apparently XD
