Wednesday, 10 May 2017

Feels good to talk about girly issues~

Otsukaresama desu~

Jozu here~~

I didn't sleep well
and felt quite done in from yesterdays treatments 
My stomach has been complaining all day at me like it knows it's been tampered with XD
Ive also had bad nausea like allllll day
but hopefully that might mean my acupuncture is working?

I got to school wearing my new pompom hair bow I brought online for like £1.11 I think
the children loved it ^^ im childish arent i that i like the same things they do XD

I got to class and had to go find a teacher to prep me with what i was actually doing for the day
i got told and it was all relatively easy
i was on tea and toast duty then i had to spend a bit of time with girl i worked with last term as im in her class now for 6 weeks so it feels similar to last term but im being a classroom teaching assistant instead of a 1 to 1 support
Then it was P.E. which was outside in the lovely weather we had today although i was still in my coat despite a few members of staff saying "you wont need that!"

Then it was breaktime and we did a bit or work as a class
then lunch time and mummy brought me home for lunch
we bathed the guinea pigs cus jeez they stunk and put them outside to dry
they dried really fast with the good weather 
mum took me back to school

we did some colouring in
and other work and it was soon the end of the day
at the beginning of the day i had spoke to the dept head who was also my mentor when i was still student last year. i know she it training in mental health and has a daughter who suffers with depression so i  feel i can talk to her. if i know someone understands or is a fellow sufferer i will talk and i told her i was going to refer myself to get some help she said she was going to ask me friday to make sure i had done it

I got home and refereed myself
took some guts but ive done it now so i will wait to here from em
i didnt do much after that as i went for a walk with mia

mia made me feel soooooooooooo much better
and so much more normal too
i tried to tell mum how i was feeling with adam but i wasnt quite getting the understanding from her, but with mia it sounds identical to how she was when she first went out with rob and im so relieved as i was wondering if i was just being crazy and insecure but she reassured me i was being normal
and this is why shes my lovely sister~~~

Im gonna make some hair bows i think
so im gonna raid my fabric tonight
i ordered online so beard scissors for adam cus he says the new ones he brought arent very good and it took him 30mins to remove the mass of hair he had on that face of his he looked like a hobo haha nah he wasnt that bad he just let it get a lil long so i thought id buy him some new ones as a random surprise, not very exciting but i got some sharp looking black ones i hope he will appreciate :)

tomorrow doing what i please in the morning
then seeing adam in the after noon

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