I got my jacket finished today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's done ^^
Anyway last night I woke up with awful stomach ache
and was on toilet for quite some time
so it took a while to get back off to sleep but i managed it
got up at 8:30am
I had to have the pets inside today as it was pouring it down!
Oz was more than happy to come inside, honestly he gets so hyper
I continued sewing my jacket
and got it finished, photographed it :)
but it's gonna be a while til i can wear it cus its too warm for summer
but im please with it
I had some lunch
the i went over to karen's, it was good to see her and find out about her move
i had 30min back massage which was really good cus i was knotty i know i was
she told me about her move, her daughter's prom and we talked about me
in fact she made draw up a rune and pick an angel card
those things make me feel sick sometimes
both said the same thing
basically not hiding my true self, show myself to others and let them in to not be afraid of them seeing the real me and to be more accepting of myself
kinda strange if you ask me cus thats is what is going off right now
i drew the angel card Amaterasu which I recognised straight away as the sun goddess
(too many hours spent playing Okami there!)
but letting people in and seeing what im really like is easier said than done
its the fear or rejection and other's seeing/treating you differently
i guess this is why im having therapy tho cus i have issues about this and issues over control.
it was kinda sad leaving cus i told her it was my last time at this house
i met her at this house, when she originally met me i looked like a corpse or a vampire i was really quite sick actually. but ive come a long way
she told me not to start her off cus felt like crying, she is quite sensitive about the move to say the least so i didnt dwell on it.
next time i see her she will be in her new house 4miles away from where she is now.
i just hope it goes ok for her
she told me id be leaving the sick me behind and her new house will only know the better me.
im sure we'll make new memories at her new house
I came home and went to sleep
ive been tired all day and couldnt be bothered to fight it any longer
so i ended up being asleep for 2 hours ><
Went on my laptop for a bit looking at nail art designs for this week
brought a nail art tool online
got stuff ready for tomorrow cus its school, i hope school passes quickly enough
also tomorrow
at 4pm i am going to the beauty parlour with mum, i havent been in such a long time! but i decided i wanted my eye lashes dyed. i havent been able to wear mascara for quite some weeks now just cus it takes some removing and my skin round my eyes is very sensitive currently due to hay fever so if i rub my eyes they get very very sore and the skin starts to become damaged, then make-up doesnt sit right under my eyes, and its an annoying circle
so i have been wearing clear mascara but i thought if theyre dyed then it kills two birds with one stone.
in the evening me and adam are going for a drink to celebrate being together 100 days!
oh made this hair bow, i copied an idol's i saw in a MV the other day
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