I didn't sleep too bad once again
but then I did have Adam's shirt ^^
He did alright competing yesterday actually
and the weather was good cus it was all very open no shelter
the journey felt like it took a while i fell asleep on the way and on the way back
i woke myself up by twitching in my sleep my leg twitched - hit the car door and i woke up
so retarded -______-
adam came away with a hurt knee, just when it was healing so well!!! so that was annoying
his parents had done me some lunch
i was so shattered and i wasnt the one throwing!
We got back to his house and rested then had dinner which was pizza
then half an hour later i went home i could feel myself falling asleep
and i had to drive home so i decided to get up and go
Today I got up for derby with lynn
i was fine getting into town
i popped into GAME on my way to meeting lynn as adam told me theyre doing another free pokemon download so I went in whilst it was quiet
the guy on the til wanted a GAME card, I havent got one so I asked if I could use my boyfriends
he said yes and took adam's details and it went through on his card
free of course id never charge anything to him
and i got him a code for the pokemon also
just felt quite strange using his details without asking
i havent told him yet i'll tell him in person tomorrow when i give him the code
he'll be fine about it
I met lynn and we caught the bus to derby
we went round our usual places
i picked up some cheap fabric and some fabric with rabbits on ^^
we hunted round charity shops i got some black combat trousers and a pink lacy top
i picked up some cheap nail varnish to replace some of ours that are running out or going thick and finally i brought a LOAD of treats from the market for Oz
some coconut chips, banana chips, pineapple chunks, apple slices, papaya chunks
theyre all dried
and for humans haha but i buy em for Oz
it only came to £2.28!!!!! a small packet of rabbit treats is about £2 and ive been and brought about 15x as much. such good value and i needed to stock up
now he's got too much choice :) he hasn't seen the treats yet
we came back on the bus together then i waited for my bus back to my car
i drove back kinda on auto-pilot
i was so exhausted my body went hot but i felt cold, i had a headache and was weak
these all signs of me pushing my body and illnesses to a limit
i've had a taxing few days and im struggling to keep going
so i had to go to bed when i got in i just felt crap
just for an hour cus i was trying not to go to sleep during the day cus i fear not sleeping at night
but ive still got adam's shirt tonight~
since then I've watched Disney's Inside Out
the CBT therapist wanted me to watch it as my homework
cus we're gonna be working on emotions tomorrow
what fun
might do some drawing tonight~ i like getting stuck into it
tomorrow I have acupuncture 8:30-9:30am
CBT 10-11am
what a fun morning
cus theyre in the same area im gonna go into a cafe after acupuncture have a brew then walk to CBT cus theres no point in coming home between time
after CBT i will come home then I'll see adam shortly after~
Here's some make-up I happily received in the post its all from Korea
we have green color skin correction, peach lips and pink lips
amazing ^^
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