I slept pretty well last night
but god I am exhausted I really am
I'm so going bed early tonight
I almost fell asleep a few times today
My parents went away today
mum didn't want to go for a few reasons
me (mentally not brilliant this week)
oz (had his op yesterday)
dad (annoyed her like hell last weekend)
but i told her to get gone
after she'd packed half the house's contents she went with dad
I spent my morning starting the cushions
it was hard work actually and then I had pigs to tend to
and feeding Oz round the clock
cus he still hasnt eaten by himself
he looks more awake today and his wound is clean
but he wont eat
the vet said no to him playing outside
i let him out for 3 hours
it was going to be 30mins but he was so happy i didnt want to take that from him
he was laying in the sun, had the odd strand of grass, laying in the shed, hopping round
I left him and the girls outside and went for a walk
its been a while since ive done a walk and the full walk of going into the woods at that
all was fine until i walked into the field which borders the woods
i saw 2 women and 2 dogs
1 border collie and 1 grey hound
well as soon as i walked through did both dogs make a bolt to me
the grey hound stood back but not the collie
the collie decided to come charging and leaped up at me his front paws hitting my chest with ease. he then went round my back i looked up to see its owner coming (slowly i may add) she shouted "don't worry she wont hurt you" by this point the dog had grabbed hold of the back of my hoodie with it's teeth and gave me a pull, I span round. the woman said "i can tell you dont have a dog" HOW IS THAT RELEVANT!!! IF I DID HAVE A DOG IT WOULDNT BE GOING ROUND BEING AGGRESSIVE TO PEOPLE but my brain was so focused on the attack i couldnt speak. the dog came back to my front, leaped up and grabbed hold of my arm i felt my arm in its mouth, only 1minute before did i think about taking my hoodie off as i was hot im so glad i didnt as i dont want to think the marks id have now. the woman came at this point "bad girl eva, I am sorry."
I was severally shaken. I just said "forget it" and walked off as quick as I could
there was a million things i could have said to her and looking back i should have got her details and reported the dog as a dangerous dog. cus im sorry but if your dog is like that it should be on a lead at all times and maybe a mussel too. stupid stupid stupid dog owners!!!!!!
I got out the woods and after a few tears dropped (i was coming down from the adrenaline and shock) i rang mum as luckily i had my phone on me. i just needed to speak to someone. i got a lil teary on the phone but i was ok. i mean really i was ok.
i got in and chucked my clothes in the washer as i felt dirty in them after that thing had me in it's mouth but on inspection i had a lot of mud on me from it's paws.
I got dressed and had a tea with two sugars
bloody needed it
checked on my girls
did a bit more sewing but i knew i needed to stop as i was pushing myself
so what did i do? i pushed myself a bit more
i danced -_____-
i really need to talk to myself sometimes
i then had to make myself dinner
i have been feeding Oz as much as I can, my brother keeps going out and i need his help to feed Oz but i really did think Oz would be more better than what he is
he is worrying me.
I'll keep him in as long as i can.
tomorrow he has got vets at 3:45
tomorrow its saturday
my usual saturday routine is cleaning pets out and having lunch with adam
but i feel a bit uneasy about leaving Oz so im not sure what to do really
might see if adam wants to come here or something i just feel i'll be away from Oz for too many hours. unless i literally go up and have lunch and come home again.
we'll sort something out.
my nails for this week
got adam's mum's nails to do
she wants halloween nails
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