Jeez have i been in a mood today
it's not even time of the month but I could quite easily have a massive
go at someone over nothing
Yesterday
I woke up at 8:00am and by 8:30am I was up outta bed
and leaving adam's house
i told him to stop in bed as I was capable of seeing myself out
but his dad was up and was going out so he saw me out
I got home and sorted the pets out
I also cleaned, tidied and aired the house well the downstairs anyway
ready for my parents to come back
and as I had barely slept that night due to shivers and sweats again
I went to bed for 2 hours and woke up by which time my parents were home
I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with my afternoon
I was getting a lil annoyed as Id do nothing for myself all day
by 2:30pm I went over to adams and we went for a walk
we picked him up a glass jar so he can start his collection saving for holidays
we came home had a brew and played pokemon
had dinner and I came home
Today I did sleep rather well
but I felt done in
I was mentally not good and my body was drained
I have done a little work on the cushions but if I was better
I could have gotten A LOT further
but there's no rush anyway i guess
I got to a point where I was able to clear aware the fabric from my room anyway
I fell asleep during the day
I didnt want to get up I wanted to sleep the day away
I had rung the doctors for an appt to see the GP and an appt for the nurse
for blood test -___- just seeing 'blood test' on my calender sickens me greatly
I also rang up the benefits office as I requested a form to fill in to see if im entitled to claim anything as I barely work and if i didnt have my family, it certainly wouldnt be enough to live on. heck i got more when i student at 17!!!
worth a shot I had to talk on the phone for 15mins i did really well
i also ordered an NHS exemption form so I dont need to pay for dentist or eye checks
every little helps, Ive had one past few years
i also did my nails which turned out so unbelievably crap that i took them off
they smudged and just looked terrible
im gonna have another go tonight
that was my mega exciting day!
tomorrow I am unsure of what to do
a part of me is tempted to go to the city centre by myself
but then i know id chicken out i think
i just dont know what i want to do with my day
adam wants to see me i know he does
he wants to see Oz as well who is doing really really well
id say he was back to his usual self! <3
Here is a cheek cream blusher i got from japan
ive tried it but its quite strong against my pale face
so i really look like im blushing haha
dont know how much i'll use it but it was only £3
might do some beauty treatments tonight
bleach eye brows
facial scrub
facial mask
nails
might boost my mood hopefully
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