Dinner at Tara's new place

Evening~

I was awake and up til 1am last night
my head was going mad god it was one thought after enough
relentless
i was crying, alone, in bed
such a loser
i heard my family go to bed and i got up and went down stairs
did some cross stitching to take my mind off my head
then i drank a hot chocolate whilst reading
then came to bed
i woke up a lot
and a stupid number rang me early too >.>
I was up texting adam too bless him
hes always there for me ^^

So my morning went pretty much me laying in til 8:30am
did my pet duties
had breakfast
bed
got up and had lunch 
adam phoned to say he was coming over
i dived in the shower
he came over we sat with Oz
then went to a cafe so he could get lunch i just had tea

then we went round charity shops i picked a really cute snowflake pearly chain for the xmas tree this year i loved it when i saw it and it will be perfect on MY tree and it was just 99p
then the next shop I found fabric!!! total total bargin
the woman said she had only put them out half hour ago! 

got to adams and we talked and cuddled on his bed for a bit then i left for home
got ready for tara's and went
i say that all so simply but the truth of the matter is i was worrying last night about finding tara's new house and also being out til late in case i felt tired and stuff.  i was worrying in the day to both mum and adam and they both told me to go. once again it seemed i was making a big deal out of nothing

i drove to taras a lil scared 
but got there
and she showed me her home which is amazingly better than her old home
seriously she has done well
both her an mia have both lovely homes this year
i hope my home turns out just as good
im so happy for them both
we sat with her boys for a while

then we had dinner which was pasta and garlic bread
it was good and home made too :D
then i went home at 8pm so i could shower (2nd shower still) and have Oz out


tomorrow I wish to clean my bedroom
and pray my new laptop charger comes damn it!!!!
i dont even know how its working!
might try and see adam i feel like spending the day in his arms 
feeling needy haha

thought id show another christmas present
basically mia has been collecting this really random xmas decorations
i personally think theyre gaudy but she likes them
so i found one for her collection for £3.99
that is not cheap but its a present i guess