Play fighting my frustration

Evening~~

I went to bed last night
I was aching and hurting
and after just 10 or so minutes I just cried
yet another night of crying
sick of it, its pathetic and doesnt achieve a damn thing
so I laid there alone, aching and crying
I waited for my family to go to bed which was 11:45pm
I went straight downstairs and took every pain killer available to me
Then I was just in the living room I stretched using the exercise ball
I sat and drank a cold drink and then did some yoga
and by 12:50pm I was in bed 
I woke up at 6am and dosed to til 8am 
I was shattered when I arose from my coffin 

Mum cleaned the pets out for me which was nice of her
as it was very cold and I had stomach and a headache like I have done for
the last 2 weeks + not sleeping im like death
Then at 10am we went to the shops and my god was it cold!
I got a new transparent mascara as mine looks gross its rare I wear coloured mascara 
as its hard to remove and the skin round my eyes is sore 90% of the time due to crying 
transparent mascara is so much easier to get off than that black stuff 
I also put £21 worth of old pound coins into my bank account and brought Oz some treats
I also managed to send off the cards I post abroad for christmas

we came home then and I just relaxed and made some porridge for lunch
I try eat bland foods so not to provoke my stomach any worse
but still hurts 
I met adam at the pub facing the gym, at lunch time
he had food there and I had a brew which wasnt up to much if im honest
then we went to his house
he had a shower and then we had a play fight i started X3 afterwards I fell asleep
I woke up we talked and then looked at phones and i think im closer to getting a new phone
then i had another play fight 
man i was knackered but it got all my frustration out that id felt over the last few days
felt good to play ^^ 

came home and had dinner which was like poison 
jesus who'da thought pasta would hurt so much! 
I wanted to dance as well tonight >< 

Tomorrow I should be seeing adam after his shift 
and then i have yoga :)

Here's a piece of make-up I ordered from Korea for £3.50
the brand I wanted was £8.99 but this seems just as good to be honest

its burgundy eye liner and i quite like it
it makes a change