Pumpkin 2017

Evening~~

Ahhh I'm still having these blasted sweats with shivers! Or I am cold as a corpse
it feels gross and im sick of it!
So I had those in the night 
I get it during the day too but at night it wakes me
So I was a lil tired and woke at 7:30am

I knew I had dentist anyway to get up for
I didn't have break fast as I couldnt face it
I had my check up and all was fine really
she varnished my teeth and I couldnt eat or drink for an hour
and i was hungry -__- teach me to not eat before i go out
I cleaned the pets out when I got in, Oz kept going in and out of
his cage cus it's so exciting having your cage cleaned out
then I ate breakfast

We were having the sofas cleaned today
none of us expected it to take 4 hours 0.0
seriously it went on and on and the noise the machine made
in the end i plugged my ipod in and did some more work on the black bird
I've only got the foot and branch to do then it's finished :D

I laid in my bed with my dressing gown and blanket over me as i was frozen
then i had lunch which was pumpkin soup and i was sweating
i go from one extreme to another
me and mum went Home Sense then Dunelm 
I picked up a frame from Home Sense for the black bird it was £10 which is plenty to pay but I liked it cus it was copper and wont take over the black bird
I picked up a gaudy xmas decoration for mia for £3.99 i'll give it to her as part of her xmas present i know shes been collecting these really strange decorations.
I picked up a korean hair care product to try too for £3
from Dunelm I picked up the 3 cushions i had ordered. a rabbit mug I have been hunting for adam and that was it. mum brought pieces from both shops too
it was worth going anyway
everywhere is getting christmas stuff out
puts a right face on my mum XD

I got back and shot back out to adams before school traffic kicked off
he made me a brew i was grateful for
he showed me his new racing game he picked up the other day with me
he offered me to race him but i wasnt in the mood
i watched him race for a bit then i got bored and went for a bath!
cant beat baths 
but i was hot in the bath and shivering when i got out
had a brew with oreos and then went home

all the time dinner was cooked i was dripping with sweat and had goosebumps and shivers. dont know whats gone off. i had blood as well when i went to the toilet first thing this morning. am i just falling to pieces? my body is ready for the scrap heap. 
tomorrow i would have been going out with adam for 7 months 0.0
still cant get my head round that one that hes still with me

he says he'll see me tomorrow at some point
im gonna do craft work anyway so im easy ether way

here i smy pumpkin this year
simple really