Evening~~
I didn't sleep too bad last night
but I was shattered and didnt colour as my eyes were stinging
just to keep them open
This morning I got up at 9am
to find mum had cleaned all the pets out!!!! jesus what time did she get up!?
so once again I havent been able to a job I can do
she moans no one helps her but how can you when you dont get the chance!?
i was grateful i was
she went out shopping
I put on another exercise/dance video which was 20mins longer
but wasnt as good or as fun as yesterday
it was learning a dance but the woman kept stopping and talking
annoys me why cant some people just get on with it
I finished and had a shower then got ready for the day
after lunch I went up to adams i wasnt in the mood
but then i wasnt in the mood to do anything really if im honest
so going up there at least i was doing something
I got up and we went straight to were the shops and cafe was
just for a walk and wonder
we got back for a brew and talked to his dad
then we started making up a cabinet adam had ordered online
it took 90mins shockingly
but it was a bit of a surreal experience for me
DIY was taking place but there was no stress, tension, swearing, aggression
and adams dad even let me use a screw driver a lot and educated me on using one would you believe, well if you have never done these things before how do you know whats best to do
then he let me use a hammer at the end to knock a few nails in
all of it was a total experience to me
my dad has never educated me on this kinda handiwork he simply doesnt have the patience whereas adams dad didnt pressure me or anything
it was such a different experience compared to what ive been brought up with
after the cabinet completion i offered to polish it for adam cus it has dust and bits on it from making it, he simply said "it doesnt need polishing"
"its ok I will do it for you if you go and get me a polish and duster"
after a bit of arguing he went and had to ask his dad where the polish was located...
seriously!? that boy does zero cleaning -_____-
I got my way and cleaned it and whilst I was at it I cleaned his room too as it was driving me mad seeing that dust piling up, he was not a happy bunny seriously.
yeah it was a side to him I had never seen before
hes usually so calm and easy going and he was actually annoyed, grouchy and stroppy!!!
I couldnt believe it and found it funny
I left shortly after as I needed to see pets
he later on sent a txt saying he hates showing that side of himself and hes sorry
nothing to be sorry for cus jesus im far worse than he is and im constantly changing moods so what i had to deal with today was nothing compared to what he has to deal with in me
besides i need to see all the sides to him
lets me get to know him better
i was trying my best to wind him up with it all tho XD
i got home and sat with millie and alice
then maisy
had dinner and now im with Oz who is happy bunny ^^
tomorrow not sure what im doing
i know i have yoga
i might do another video in the morning
big news tho
my dearest younger brother is leaving us at 3am
hes going with his University to Tokyo
and will be back wednesday
of course i am jealous!!!
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