Be back on my 26th Birthday!

Evening~~~

I slept like crap
I woke up at 12pm to the sound of my brother taking his
newly gained girlfriend home
fell asleep and woke up at 1:30am
I had to get up for pain relief
I ended up doing half hour of yoga then I had a hot chocolate
went to bed at 3am i tossed and turned til 4am
I woke up then at 8am then 9am
my sleep is so disturbed and broken

I got up and was nagged for getting up late
yes but I have been up half the night and Im shattered
and feel like death

I got the suit case out the shed to start packing
but I didnt do any
I managed to write down directions to the places we're heading too
I got ready to see adam and had my lunch and that was literally
all I had time for
I am getting used to my purple hair which hasnt faded much ><

it was good weather so I didnt bother bringing Oz off his paint bucket to
adams in the end I went up to his house picked him up and we went for a cold walk
man it was chilly! 
we got back to his parents house for a brew and his mum was making scones 
so I got to have a scone ^^
we sat on the sofa playing on DS i was getting frustrated with a boss on Okami-den
i did it tho ^^
I was aching like mad and in the end adam suggested that we go upstairs
i sat next to the radiator or paced the room until he picked me up onto his bed
he tried to have a play fight with me but i was so tired
we talked and stuff

when it was time for me leave his parents gave me a birthday present 
and an extra scone and told me to have a good time in matlock
i didnt stay for dinner at adams i was far too shattered to endure that
so i came home and packed a few bits
packing is very hard as derbyshire has a strange climate 
its sunny one minute then chucking it down the next
not to mention some points were walking the streets others  were walking in nature 
so its hard to pack! glad ive got my car and not the train so i can fill my
car with crap without having to carry it!

I had a moment tonight were I felt quite sick
I was googling a few mental health things to just try and understand myself
when I came across Dissociative  Identity Disorder
which seriously sounds like me that it scared me
i wonder if thats what i have?

Ive been Ozwald who has been in a good mood all day
bless him i will miss his little face 
I did my nails for my birthday week~

So tomorrow I am going to Matlock - Derbyshire
staying in a castle 
and coming back wednesday 7th february which is my birthday!