Evening~~ I was up til 1am just aching and wanting to die had enough i read manga tho I want to get through my series of Nura rise of the yokai I havent read it all the way through I woke up at 6am and drifted back to sleep til 8am my sleep way disrupted through the night as i was bloody freezing This morning I found it hard to motivate myself I went to go see Oz to say "we've been together a whole year!" but sadly he wanted nothing to do with me -___- all day ive tried to see him and all day hes blanked me... getting blanked by my rabbit on a special day sucks he's with me now tho hes by my feet XD I wasn't able to take a photo of the pair of us cus i couldnt even stroke him let alone pick him up!! I will get him tomorrow i hope! anyway here is photos of my lovely little boy throughout this last year with him
He is very dear to me and to me and my family we feel we've had him much longer than just a year he has settled in so well, quickly and perfectly its been such a pleasure to have him in my life i would say his only "bad" quality to him is that he is very very untidy! but thats nothing compared to his many good qualities hes loving, he loves the pigs, gentle, has no aggression, playful, likes treats, not fussy with food hes so lovely and i am very lucky to have him i hope we have many more years together! I didnt do much all sodding day ive been in a bit of a daze really I was suppose to see adam today as i do every single saturday he didnt text me last night and i just felt a bit unwanted, which is rather needy of me i will admit today i txt him saying i wasnt coming over and he was like "oh ok then" dont think he was expecting me not to come over although he had not invited me as of that point mum found me reading a manga book on my bed and asked when i was seeing adam i told her i wasnt she was very surprised and instantly asked what was up i told her i just felt like i was in my own world and could be doing with seeing everyone she said it was fair enough but i could instantly see the worry in her eyes she was worrying about my mental deposition i told her i was fine and that me and adam hadnt fallen out or anything adam rang me up but he wasnt that talkative it took a while for me to get the conversation to flow just whats up with him? im finding it all very confusing and when i next see him am i to go back into how everything was we have had 6 whole days apart which isnt a lot but it feels like 2 weeks and in that time ive done a lot of thinking prehaps too much thinking and i dont know where his head is in with all this i feel i have questions to ask but like i say i could be looking too much into this he could be totally fine and just been resting what with feeling poorly it just doesnt feel like hes wanted me much this week and thats strange for him but it could just be because he was sick. who knows but i do feel a bit muddled with it all im hoping things will all be alright when we actually meet up which i said i would see him tomorrow i just dont feel like im the right frame of mind somehow after lunch i told myself i wouldnt sleep even tho my body was heavy and i couldnt think straight mum said they were going out but she didnt want to leave me i told her i was fine i had got paint out and dances up on my laptop to do and what did i go and do i fell asleep yup for 90mins and in that time my parents had been out and come home again and i didnt hear a damn thing but if it was during the night i guarantee you i would have heard them before they'd even pulled up the drive! its so unfair how i sleep heavy during the day than night i was annoyed with myself to say the least as i got nothing done the girls had to be inside today as it has rained all day but its bank holiday and its expected sleet for tomorrow and monday! lovely! i did manage a 15min walk with mum just for a bit of fresh air i went through 2 dances which is the most dancing ive done all week just not feeling it for dancing at the moment im gonna do some easter nails tonight! i hope i sleep tomorrow i am seeing adam i will i will go gotta do this but i decided seeing as its easter and we have our residential easter bunny i would surprise adam and his family by taking Ozwald up before we are invited up well heck adam has no idea im gonna bring Oz up tomorrow id like to sleep over as monday is mine and adam's 1st anniversary and it would be nice if we could wake up together ^^
Evening~ me and mum talked about yoga yesterday there was a woman in the class who we'd never seen before and i personally hope to never see again I get some people breathe deeply i do but what she was doing was more than deep breathing she was having some sort of erotic experience! i swear some of the noises she made should have been X rated! it was not normal she was weird i said to mum "i bet shes a swinger" XD sick anyway last night I couldnt sleep what a shock that is! I played pokemon in bed aching til 11:30pm went downstairs and at 1am I came back to bed at 1:30am I was up for some pain relief and by 3am I was back in bed I read a manga book, i played pokemon, I read, i coloured busy busy in the night XD I was woken by the sound of dad ranting about work to mum at 7am so thats 4 hours sleep great! at least it 4 hours straight sleep We did the girls int eh morning then I went food shopping with mum came back and did some painting I decided to sit outside with my girls and Oz as well it would seem he likes to come in the run as well the girls all behaved anyway then i took maisy out whilst i ate dinner went to bed after dinner just felt dizzy from being tired Mum woke me as i'd had 2 hours sleep woops i had a brew and went for a walk by myself and got rained on just hasnt stopped raining since 4pm i could have told anyone it would rain today and get it right and you know how i know this? i dont need any fancy weather computers i just know its bank holiday weekend and it ALWAYS rains on bank holiday! true british fact since then i showered and i played pokemon watching john bishop needed some comedy to laugh at and it does me good to sit i find it hard to sit and relax! we had the girls inside for a play as well which went better than it ever has before but alice soon kicked off once the food had gone -____- Since then Ive had dinner and just been with Oz he's happy bunbun tomorrow can you believe I would have had him a whole year!! our 1st anniversary!! It feels much longer tho I have to say I will take a photo tomorrow i hope I havent spoken to adam much this week I last saw him on monday and i know he's been poorly but I feel he's been a bit off with me I could just be reading too much into nothing as woman can do but usually he's more talkative by txt last night he said I could sleep over tonight but today he was like "i forgot to ask my parents" id he wanted me to stay he'd stay "oh i will just ask my parents" i could tell he didnt want me over so im not gonna make anything of it or ask if i can stay cus i aint looking like the needy one and if he doesnt show much enthusiasm about seeing me tomorrow then sod it i aint gonna go over as im no ones lap dog just waiting for when they want me, when it suits but like i said i could be reading too much into it I cant remember if i uploaded the picture of the wedding card i made
Evening~ My sleeping went out the window again last night I ended up getting up at 1am my spine really ached seriously, spine ache? so I got up and sorted myself out and played pokemon til 3am My team is growlithe, pichu, pigeotto, haunter looking like a solid team just I like to train them up quite high I went to bed and woke up through out the night then at 7am but didnt get up til 8am It was freezing this morning we had such a harsh frost its been chilly all day I went back to bed after breakfast then got up at 12 I moved the run outside onto the other lawn so it was neutral territory then put a selective toys out like tubes I first put Maisy in the run followed by Millie the pair of them didnt notice one another then I went to put Alice - the dark horse - in the run but i was stopped as Oz decided he wanted in on the action I swear he thinks hes a guinea pig sometimes so he hopped round and when he bumped into a pig he sniffed them then ran off like he didnt know how to react XD alice went in the run so I now have 4 pets in 1 run Oz soon leaves so Im down to the 3 I did want in the run the girls are doing well so far im freezing my ass off they continue eating the grass millie and maisy find one another and maisy talks (millie cant) millie in the end just puts her head down and continues to eat the grass seeing maisy as no threat shes not arsed, maisy went trotting off maisy and alice find one another, alice cant help but hiss once but it ends there maisy talks a lot but no one got hackles up or went for one another it went well actually for 25 mins until i got far too cold and took maisy away i have found its a lot easier outside as theres room, no smells, grass to eat food is an amazing distraction to them XD I hope it stops raining so I can have another go tomorrow after lunch I did a lil painting not much not as much as I wanted to do I fell asleep as i felt like crap i woke up to find my mum had dyed my brother's hair this is twice hes dyed it hes red now well redder than last time i would like to go blond this year i think if i go lighter maybe i wont look as pale! I looked at make up as theres a few sales going on i brought a lip balm (hate lip stick!) i brought a sugar scrub which i love and this is strawberry flavoured!! then I brought an eye shadow set, I know i shouldnt as ive got loads but it was £8 down from £35!!! i havent heard of the brand but upon looking did i find out it wasnt a cheap brand i got the last one and its got nutrients in it which considering how dry and sore my eyes are from being tired and rubbing them, that i would love to give it a try its pinks and browns :D this came in the post today
2 hair bobbles i brought online for my Rika Jougasaki cosplay it was the closest i could find to her hair bobbles and im impressed with em tomorrow not sure what im doing painting hopefully instead of wasting the day sleeping i doubt i will sleep tonight having a cold and 2 sleeps yoga was good today we had our usual supply as karen is having an operation :( i havent been yoga in 2 weeks but i wasnt stiff as i do it so regularly by myself ^^
Konbanwa~~ I had a great time at mia's last night I originally told my mum Id be home around 9ish it wasnt until I checked the time did I realise it was 9:50pm!! woops XD we were talking about all sorts mainly me if im honest we got on to the subject of how our relationship used to be before I got sick how fast paced, hyper active, cut throat,highly strung and aggressive my behaviour was. in a way I know im a better person for becoming sick even tho that is incredibly hard for me to admit when i first got sick i considered my life over and ruined but now i can see how ive come out of it all and we said how our relationship is stronger and healthier now than it ever has been I got home at 10:15pm and got my Oz out I swear he seemed to know he was out late as he was really giddy it was cute he was hungry as he hadnt ate in a few hours i have no idea why he wont take himself home for food when he is capable as we have seen him do it! so i took him home for food I went to bed at 11pm woke up at 12:10pm seriously!? one stinking hour's sleep ridiculous and a pee take and worst of all i had to get up there was no getting round that i had to get up pinks was eating XD i did 15 mins of yoga but i was exhausted mentally and physically i sat and played pokemon, had cereal, had hot chocolate and 2am i went back to bed didnt wake til 10am! so i slept for like 8 hours straight! mum didnt bother waking me which i was grateful for as it let me sleep I had a cool dream of being a werewolf and in my human form i could even ride a broom stick such a cool dream i didnt want to wake out of i was loving it and when i did wake i found my blanket half on the floor and 3 toys on the floor usually everything is how i leave it so i must have been moving in my sleep as a wolf XD it was so great to get up this morning and my eyes to feel just about normal instead of sore and trying to stay open which is how they are 95% of my life I got dressed and went for a 45min walk with mum came home and ate my lunch/breakfast then continued with a bit of drawing i told mum id like a two canvases a rectangle one and a square one and does she fancy coming shops with me for them TK MAXX has canvases but its very hit and miss what they have I could not believe my luck that they had what I wanted it was perfect and I got them both for a total of £5 £30 worth of canvases for £5!!! amazing quality also I got home and I started painting the background white and then drew/traced a design its all drawn it just needs painting now im doing a battle scene from pokemon crystal! playing on it last night i was leveling up my growlithe and my egg hatched it was Pichu!! training that up! I was lucky to get a pichu ^^ tonight i might do some more digital drawing not 100% sure really id like to draw last nights dream but maybe a lil tricky theres a program on tv at 10pm called "are you autistic?" mum said we should watch it and said "im sure your dad is autistic, but you (me) i have no idea wha you are" -_____- thank you mother might try and watch it with em XD tomorrow not sure what im doing as of yet not sure if i have yoga or anything really might start painting! here is my Pikachu make-up for mondays pub quiz!
Afternoon~~ Last night me and adam got to the pub 10 mins before tara we all ate and I had macaroni cheese i havent had it in over a decade! we sat and talked no one else had dressed up so when the quiz master came round to see us he instantly gave us points we were 75 points up before we'd even started! we went round the corner to get good seats for the quiz first round was harry potter, safe to say i didnt know any really well not quick enough anyway! next round - video games here we go! I got quite a lot right it was like me and Jamese against one another who was quickest to put the answer we were leading through both the first and second round i didnt think we'd win i was just happy that i knew some answers! last round - general knowledge - ugh actually i did know some and we got a lot of points and ended up winning yes we actually won!!! we won £30 worth of food voucher! tara and james have been many more times than us and highest theyve done is 2nd prize mine and adams 2nd pub quiz and we win!! well happy! I dropped adam off and came home I had a crappy night i cant even be bothered to write about it as im getting sick and very tired of it all, having to get up in the night i was so shattered in the night that i couldnt read or play DS or do yoga i was dead but still had to get out my bed!! This morning i have been on patrol in my own room I have hoovered, changed my bed, washed blankets, washed toys, polished i have got a fresh room i kept smelling parts of my room and i wasnt happy with that i take after my mum being a clean freak XD I went to Karen's at 1pm I havent seen karen in ages!!!! it was good to have a massage and to catch up with everything i feel so much better came home showered and had a brew since then i have been drawing thinking of drawing a lil picture to go in adam's card but only have a week to get it finished! wow a week and we would have been going out a year! i havent seen him today tomorrow not sure what im doing tonight im seeing mia and giving her her curtains ive made shorter my nails this week~
Evening I didnt get to sleep til 5am woooooo go me -______- I was shattered, played a fair bit of pokemon crystal mum woke me with the birthday girl at 9am so I'd had 4 hours sleep I went back to bed after breakfast When I got up I showered and I went shops with mum she wanted some make-up that was it really I came home and I took a pretty birthday photo of Alice~
Cant believe she's 3!!! totaly and utterly in her own wonderland she hasnt got a clue whats happening round her 99% of the time but we love her shes currently our biggest piggie too Im just about to get ready for pub quiz which involves a bit ok pokemoning myself XD I will take photos if it turns out any good! setting off at 5:15pm which is an hour from now picking adam up and were going to meet tara and james! were having food out too should be fun again its hurts like hell to sit for 4 hours tho im such a fidget butt tho even in front of my friends not sleeping at adams he is still poorly so his coughing is gonna keep me up so im gonna just stay awake til ive wound down enough which could be anywhere in the AM hours as i wont get home til near 11pm joy its worth it tho tomorrow hopefully swimming, karen for massage and then mia busy busy!
Konbanwa~~ I didn't sleep well I was up a lot during the night but I didnt have to leave my bed I was just awake in bed I read and stuff to try make myself tired but I had a cruddy night I was tired and the clocks went forward today so we lost an hour in the day I ended up not stopping this morning anyway Adam looked a bit better anyway I collected him at 10:45am we went into the city centre we shopped round and I picked up most stuff I wanted/needed I picked up lighter hair dyes, but im always conscious of buying 'blond' hair dye as i never like that cheap fake blond some girls lust after i just want lighter hair but they dont seem to do light gingery/reddy colours i can give em a go theyre wash out anyway I went to pick up an E.L.F highlighter for my face and it was the size of a £2 coin £5 they wanted forget it. I know that was probably tight of me but I felt it was steep for how much I got and it was only highlighter, I have 2 highlighters so its not a must have I picked up this top I saw in H&M last time i went town
So cute isnt it! has kitties and food on it! my brother liked it X3 we went forbidden planet and I noticed they had vol21 of Natsume's book of friends I was convinced I have up to vol20 because that is what wikipedia had said was the final volume of natsume so what was vol21 doing there? /: I rang my mother my dad answer "what do you want?" "could I have mum please?" "i dont know where she is" then i heard him yelling 'your daughter is on the phone she wont talk to me' mum came on and I said "its not something he could help with" turns out I did have til vol20 so I picked up vol21 and Noragami and Alice as in forbideen planet its always 3 for 2 on manga so makes sense to pick up 3 its cheaper
I want pandora hearts but they volumes i need are never in stock we had lunch i had beans on toast we went to two GAME shops as the first we went into didnt have Okami on XBOX one in stock then second GAME had okami in but it was the last copy!! Adam brought it for me ^^ I havent played Okami in years, I brought it on a whim when it first came out on playstation 2 and it have been my favourite game of all time I love it we came back to my house and sat outside with the pets with a brew Oz was happy boy and the girls really went at that grass XD we went to adam's house and had a brew then i went upstairs, almost fell asleep waiting for okami to download then i played it for 50mins i could have stayed there all night if need be I was invited to dinner but I didnt stay as adam was looking rough and I need him good for tomorrow as its pub quiz tomorrow not sure what im doing during the day but its pub quiz at night!!! dressing up a bit pikachu themed!
Evening~ I fell asleep around 11:30pm and woke up at 1am seriously in need of pain killers I had spent the evening rolling around in pain I wasnt prepared to go through the night doing that not on my friday night so I took a mixture of pain killers I went back to bed at 3am I had been playing pokemon and started Zelda too I woke up at 8am and I felt rough but I think that was due to the amount of pain killers I had consumed all well I was suppose to be going city centre with adam I did feel crappy but I would have dragged my corpse there im good at dragging my corpse you see I txted him and I could tell her was easy ether way he was feeling rough from his cold and sore throat I went to collect him at 11am and we went to a town and we walked round the charity shops then went for lunch i had totally left my purse in the bag i take to the city centre usually ugh what a total idiot!! so he paid for my lunch then we went to his house i fell asleep at the end of his bed cus i was aching and tired and tired of aching didnt know what he fell asleep as well! we werent cuddled up or anything we'd been playing pokemon and both just went i could tell he wasnt feeling good i did his mums nails and left i was offered dinner but i didnt want to drain adam any more i know when im shattered i just want people to leave i came home and began working on mia's curtains cutting them on my kitchen floor i started stitching and my parents said they were going for a walk so i went with em saves me going later, seeing as i went for a half hour walk by myself at 8:45pm last night I came back and finished the curtains i will drop them off tomorrow on the way to adams i made myself some dinner, a salad and watched an episode of Kara no Kyokai whilst eating it, to say how gruesome and bloody it is it didnt put me off XD just gonna be with my Ozwald and stuff tonight i hope I sleep god I hope I sleep tomorrow we are going city centre shops dont open til 11am so im going for adam at 10:30am should be an alright day hopefully he said he wants to go to a buffet for lunch but i said its pointless whilst he has a cold and cant taste much it would be a waste thats all really
Evening~ I took a sleeping tablet yup I certainly did I went over to Mia's house and had a real good time I laughed so much my face hurt She gave me curtains to make smaller we said we'd try go to a convention this year and that we'd meet up next week I came home and knew at 9:30pm I was not gonna sleep considering i had just walked in from laughing and had Oz to sit with and to wind down so I dosed myself up I only woke up once! mum said this morning I had more colour in my face simply from sleeping pretty well Me and mum popped to the shops in the morning I got 2 nail varnishes and some paint nothing special then we had lunch she went out so i danced but my dad came in and so i went for a shower adam had rung whilst he was I was in the shower so I called him back he basically didnt have his shift tonight he'd finished work at 2:30pm instead of 11pm. He had no money. No house keys. what an idiot! his parents had taken a day trip to derbyshire which is different for them as theyre both usually at work on a friday so I would have certainly took my house keys and money just in case they couldnt pick me up that night. but it didnt seem to register with adam he sounded awful he said he was full of cold and had a sore throat so no wonder he didnt think, his head is full of cotton wool so I told him give me a few mins i will come get him i spent 2 mins drying my dripping hair (i called him straight from the shower) and set off. I picked him up and brought him to my house so i collected his butt at 3:30pm his parents said theyre come home (i reckon they came home for him) so I told him i was going nigels at 4:15 could he wait and he did but he didnt look so good he never ever gets friday nights off and the day he does and hes sick! hes got tomorrow off too which im glad about as it means he can rest i said id go into the city centre tomorrow he insists on coming i might drop him off home instead of spending all day with him do his mum's nails on sunday my nails this week
nigel's was alright not too painful i told him he gave me bruises last week XD i was honestly quite hyper when i got to his house no sugar binge was needed it would seem i was just like on a high and i said to adam which nigel then said to me later 'do you think you'd always be like that if it wasnt for all the problems with your health you have?' any honestly, yeah i do ive always been bouncy bubbly and very active never one for keeping still and always running around so maybe if i wasnt sick id just be a woman with ADHD XD i came home and i ache quite nicely now so i can say so long to sleep tonight ugh dont know what to do with myself as when ive had this treatment i ache so i move around a lot anyway but also nigel says i have to not sit for long periods of time so im like a fidget butt but dont know what to do with myself suck sucks anyway tomorrow is a city visit its gonna be a lil chilly and rainy so im wearing tracksuit and hoodie and cat ears of course X3
Evening Last night when I just finished my diary I recall I wrote that I felt quite sick, as soon as I finished my diary I ran to the toilet where just loads of water came out my mouth it was gross and I shouted for my brother to get mum and i really thought i was gonna be sick after all these years she came with water, a fan and cold flannel good old mum shes a saviour even tho i was shaking and sweating i didnt vomit my god i was grateful and it did pass but that whole thing that lasted 10 minutes drained me for the rest of the night just what the hell was that all about!? im never that nauseous so grateful i wasnt sick my brother asking my mum "has she drank something? is she on new medication? is she pregnant?" right ok thanks for that 1st I dont drink, 2nd I am on new medication as of 4 weeks ago, thirdly id die if i was pregnant!
I managed to stay in my bed the whole night woo but was waking up feeling off and cold i woke up from 6am and i felt sickly but nothing like last night i went school not wanting to go as its so dull its like watching paint dry and im in a really uncomfortable seat i dont get to move round the classroom im just stuck in a seat for hours on end i came home at lunch and moaned at mum when i came home from school i was so tired and exhausted that i cried and said to mum i didnt want to go back to school she said i was feeling negative cus i was feeling so knackered but i was stressed with it all with the decision on whether to go back or not at 4:40pm i rang the agency and told them i wasnt going back to school that i felt poorly theyre always a bit arsy about it but i felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders dramatically i can always tell when i enjoy school, can just get the day done or simply its not happening and im not going back i got in contact with adam and mia and im seeing them tomorrow i felt so crap about myself i felt i needed to go "sod the world" and enjoy myself I had Oz in my room he was happy bunny as i didnt get to sit with him last night he kept trying to wee on the sofa and this morning i saw him before work im gonna see him tonight too i like making him happy hes cute when hes happy i sat later on doing the 1st anniversary card for adam here is it semifinished
i have completed it since and i will photograph it i uploaded a dance too ive been watching live videos as they boost my spirits up a lot they truly do live videos are far better than music videos todays choice was Yuki Kajiura including Kalafina and FictionJunction amazing voices id love to be able to have a voice like Yuki-sans i have no idea what i sound like singing as i dont sing i never do just never think to do it XD tomorrow seeing adam then mia~ not gonna go yoga i need some R&R mum said "youve only worked 2 days" but i cant tell you how crap i feel inside lately
Konbawan~~ I went to bed at 9:30pm I woke up near midnight with a massive muscle spasm in my calf i woke up almost screaming i havent known pain in a muscle spasm like it, yes muscle spasms hurt but this felt like the muscle had literally twisted inside out i seemed to conk out and woke up at 3am i did try to sleep but i ended up getting up at 3:45am i went to bed 4:30am and just dosed til when i got up at 7am man i was tired but i knew id get the day finished I got up and ready for school i said hello to Ozwald who gave me licks i set off for school and was shocked at how many sodding road works were around turns out the sudden snow we had over the weekend has burst a few pipes under the road great i love more traffic lights to sit at in the morning school was alright i was just doing my usual really at the school so year 4 for me it was a lil slow at times but its a lot easier on my body than working in the youngest class and i got 70mins for lunch! thats bloody unheard of! i came home for lunch which helps break the day up i finished school with no issues and they were happy with my work as usual i got home and sat with a tea and my girls to help unwind i fell asleep which i wasnt best pleased about as its gonna make it hard to sleep tonight i have struggled to eat last two days food seems really hard to get down me i got all of my dinner ate but i feel like im gonna bring it up i havent been sick since i was 15 i intend to keep it that way! think its just working it takes a massive toll on my body and i think because im not sleeping and stuff its just made it all the worse i need to work otherwise i wont have any money or a life i refuse to be a kept woman which is what mum suggests for my future to be not sure what to do tonight i went to round Oz in but hes sat on that bloody paint bucket behind his hutch and practically rolled his eyes at me so sod him i know i will cave and ask mum to round him in >.> tomorrow i have got school all day again~
Evening~~ I went to bed at midnight I had tried to wind down and did my nails also At 1:30am I had to get up for pain killers -____- just get old doing this all the time I didnt stay up for long i was too tired to tired for DS and yoga so I went to bed and kept waking up woke up at 7am to the sound of dad getting up and i thought 'i aint getting up yet damn it' so I got up at 8am luckily the snow was thawing very quickly even tho it was just 2c I was tempted to go back to sleep this morning i was so tired and my eyes stung big style I did a few jobs round the house that needed to be done mum came home for lunch and i had lunch with her when she left i put pinks outside and sat with maisy outside on my knee she was having a hair cut! the sheer amount of fur my god! she was really good tho almost like she knew what i was doing for her its grown too long and too thick shes struggling to maintain it guineas dont wash great anyway XD i put her outside she needs a bath next I went into my room and danced i recorded 4 dances! which will be uploaded weds fri sat sun this week i seriously had a lot to catch up on and i didnt even get all the ones ive finished recorded! i was sweaty sweat sweaty got a phone call from the agency im needed in a local school i was going to this thursday and friday but all this week full time yeesh thats gonna take its toll but i will do it! i went for a shower i sat and had a brew outside with Oz it was cold but the fresh air was nice theres only so much central heating you can take after a while I then sat at my desk doing the card for adam i got really quite far with it actually so i was pleased with myself on that i have 13 days left to finish it which im sure it will get finished in time wow only 13 more days and we would have been going out a whole year not one argument or fall out strange relationship XD i do find it amusing that everyone seems to think adam has his hands full taking me on tho since then just made myself salad for dinner not hungry really ive been like it past few days but still shovel food down me to keep my body going but could quite easily go without food so tomorrow it's a full day of school! i could be anywhere and everywhere in the school they said which is perfect for me just hope i wont be too shattered got this skirt in the post i thought it was more orange than that but i still like it its high quality and only £6!
