I went to bed at 10:30pm
woke up at 11:20pm
takes the pee
whats the point in that tiny bit of sleep!?
im so god damn tired I think Im due a sleeping tablet or something
I can't bare another night alone
I was up then til 2:30am
I got my canvas finished the so I can start whenever I like on the tree painting
I woke up at 10am but I can't say I felt better for the lay in
This morning I had the girls to clean out
and the played together outside whilst i cleaned out and there was no issues
I had Oz watching them X3
Then I suggested to mum that seeing as it was a nice clean cage what about seeing
what maisy thought about going in Millie and Alice's cage?
she was prepared to try it
someone told me that if theyre together in a cage for more than half hour without
fighting then you should be fine
so I sat and sat in my pajamas just watching them
of course they were all very wary as it was different for them but nothing kicked off
if its gonna kick off its alice that starts it
and maisy twice took food from alice's mouth! alice did nothing so i took this as a good sign
if nothing else maisy has serious balls for doing that!
I left them and we checked them every 10 minutes
later we got them outside and they played well and were fine going home
we brought them INSIDE and it kicked off a little bit for some strange reason
but it soon calmed down
and now at 9pm we have left them for the night in the same cage!!!
i cant believe this could be it we might have been able to put them together
after all this time i mean jeez i pray that i dont come to a blood bath in the morning
and all has been well
they seemed fine and all in their own spots when i put Oz to bed
We cant move them from the shed til maisy is in that hutch because her hutch is unfit for being outside in the elements it would be cruel and it was cruel of her previous owners to just leave her in that battered old hutch.
so they could be a trio! we've never had a trio set before always singles and doubles
I didnt do much this morning as there wasnt any morning left after id attended to my girls
after lunch i had psychology he looked at the pictures i draw of my dreams and feelings
we talked about them for the entire session he was surprised at my drawing talent
i never think that theyre amazing or want to show off i just do them
im seeing him again on 20th april next time we're talking about 'family'
I came home and had a brew then went to adams at 4pm
we sat on his bed talking as i was stressed
basically ive felt crap about myself all day weight wise i could starve myself easily
but i know i wouldnt get away with it
unfortunately
i was tired and achy from nigel and i know adam wanted to go out for food tonight
i told him i didnt want to he later told me his dad had already prepared dinner just like mum had but id told mum i was home for dinner so basically i had food adam did not
i felt rotten but he seemed fine about ordering pizza he never orders pizza with me >3>
so i pouted and wanted to stay for pizza but i knew id have to go home and wind down til like 3am til i could sleep and i was already stressing about the night
so i came up with an genius plan of instead of going pub for the sake of going out
that we would on monday - a week after our anniversary - we would go bowling, go out for food and then have a sleep over! perfect. i felt much better about it all
I came home for dinner and had Oz and the girls out
Oz was feral again
tomorrow I plan to sort ebay stuff out and then Im seeing adam then Yoga
god i cant take much more of these crappy nights
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