I did some Japanese last night ^^
I slept pretty well despite blowing my nose for a whole hour
before bed, its Oz''s fur it gets everywhere it would seem!
I woke up at 7:30am
I was sneezing and blowing my nose loads
so mum kindly cleaned the pets out for me as i think the
hay and sawdust would have finished me off!
I had the house to myself for almost an hour so for 45 mins i danced
after only 20 mins I was dripping so after 45mins i was wet through
i dont stop i just keep going and going
im enjoying it tho especially learning a halloween dance~
I weighed myself this morning and what little weight id lost id put on
I showered and went on my laptop
then did some drawing
i did drawing for quite some time actually
got this far
i experimented on photoshop with it but didnt like the results
i will keep trying with it
mum went out with me we walked through a village and then went for
a brew at this garden centre that does incredible tea it really does
so that was nice and we talked about this and that
then came home
thats when i messed around on photoshop
adam didnt want to see me today he'd had physio in the morning
and said he was resting it off
what that basically means is do nothing all day
his dad has massages and does nothing all day and so does adam it would seem
so i left him to it if he wants to waste his day let him
he said he'd see me tonight for a walk and so i can tell his parents
but screw it
if he cant be arsed why should i?
besides ive decided since this afternoon that im not telling his parents about my mental illness unless i start showing signs of it whilst we're away
it would have been nice to go a walk with him but yeah like i said i aint running around
so next time i see him will be france~~
i will do some japanese tonight
maybe dance maybe another walk who knows
its only 6:50pm so i have time to kill
tomorrow i usually see adam after his shift but he's going into the city centre
for a new 2DS and the euros then to pack as he wont get any time now
as friday and saturday he is doing 12 hour shifts
i have yoga so we said on the whole we'd leave it which im cool with
so not sure what to do tomorrow mum is working all day
i might be by myself at this rate
i will get through the day
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