Sunday, 14 October 2018

Creative block and just tired

Evening

I went to bed at 10:30pm
i had watched the 5th episode of Killing Eve
its good ^^
I woke up at 7:30 but refused to get up so i dosed til 8:30am
it has rained all day
luckily it stopped raining for 10mins this morning so mum quickly
cleaned girls out i offered to do it but she wanted to

i had a shower and stuff
then mum said she was going city centre with dad
so i hitched a lift
as really i had nothing else to do
so when we got their i went shops myself
i picked up some christmas card making materials i do need for this year's card making
pound shop is amazing for that kinda thing
i went and got Voodoo Vixen top its plain black
suppose to be £24.99 lord knows why as its just plain
no logo nothing but i got it for £5
the quality of that brand is stunning tho
and that was all really
met up with parents and we had been 90 mins all together
and came home

had lunch which was soup
then i sat on my laptop but didnt achieve much
so i got my documents ready for tuesday
mum and dad went out briefly so i went and danced
felt good to burn some energy off even tho i had little energy
felt good to move, rain can make you feel sluggish
then they came home and i went for a 40 min walk
i got a little wet like i did walking round the city centre but meh
its better than doing nothing

came in and had a brew
tried to read but my dad is so irritating, hes just one big noise
the man never stops making noise does my head in
everything from the way he yawns to how he eats to the amount of gas he produces
just noise
ive had enough of him on a sunday
sunday is the worst day of the week for me
i hate it when i have no where to go or nothing to do
and today i havent done anything creative in the slightest
just been tired and so uncreative i really have
like no desire to create or ideas
i hate it when this happens
but must be because im tired and have other stuff on the mind

i had dinner and watched an episode of "white Gold"
with my brother then came back upstairs as dad came into us
i seem to always leave the room when he enters
funny that

ive had my piglets inside today
they do bugger all inside but i fussed them

tomorrow i doubt i will have work
but i got stuff ready just in case that phone magically rings
dont know if Ed still wants to see me not heard from him today
if not i plan to do something creative with my day
i had creative ideas yesterday but when it came to planning them out
they ether wouldnt work or i didnt like them
but thats part of designing i guess~

hopefully the weather wont be so crummy tomorrow
we've had 2 days of wind then a day of rain 

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