I went to bed at 8:45pm after sitting with Oz and doing my nails
I needed a wee but refused to go
and then i woke up during the night thinking "dad will be up anytime"
he wasnt so i checked my phone it was only 4:30am -____-
i dosed from there really my bladder killing me but knew i would not sleep
at all if i got up for a wee
so im quite tired and have sore eyes
I got ready for school as normal
and didnt feel too apprehensive about going school actually
my morning was busy and group work went ok
but what i wasnt happy with was a special needs kid i got lumbered with
sat crying and screaming in my ear for 40 mins
wouldnt stop it was crazy
other staff tried with him but no avail
so i was stuck with him and an ever growing headache
he was sent home as we believe he was poorly
thank bloody god is what i can say
lunch i ate in the quiet
and then i did yoga in another classroom
for about 20 mins it felt good to stretch out
then after lunch i was in the other class and we joined classes to go have a talk on tools...
yes tools and i dont mean plastic ones ether
im talking saws with actual metal teeth on them and even something
called a Dozuki!! jesus what were these people thinking
theyve brought these tools for 4 years to use!!!!
it was hard to get my head round
just when do they think we're gonna have the time to sit and carefully watch each child not hurt themselves, the guy giving the talk was the groundsman and he made a wooden car whilst we watched and said there was enough for everyone to make one.
when this is gonna happen i am unsure
crazy if you ask me
we werent even tasked with such a thing as 13 year olds at high school!
after that i had my groups to do which went fine really
then got ready for home time near enough
not sure where the day actually goes!
i got home quick too as i signed out 4:01 and light traffic so that was good
i came in and mum made me a brew ^^ and brought Oz to sit with me
then i went on just dance for about 25mins cus i needed to get rid of the tense feeling i felt
then went on my laptop but didnt do a lot really
and had dinner i had left overs so i got to sit by myself in the quiet
now me and mum are going for a walk
im tired but i know i can do it
tomorrow another day at school
i will be attending and autism meeting at 10:30 for an hour
so i will have a different morning
heres a new lip stick ive been trying its alright actually
and doesnt hurt my lips too much
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