Break from running

Evening~

I woke up at 2am
becoming a habit i feel
then i woke up at 5:45am and been awake since
i did however manage to stay in my bed all night so thats an achievement
i got up at 7am when my dad did tho as i couldnt bare to lay there aching anymore
the house was cold tho
today was 2c and windy and then later on it rained so its been cold!

my morning, i cleaned the pets out
then me and mum went out for a brew :D at 10am
it was a good brew
so many cakes on offer too but i felt it was just a tad early for cake XD
we came home and i went on my laptop and printed out a owl plush template
might make a plush tomorrow but make it into a robin for christmas

i did 15mins of yoga then...
i went for a run! first run in almost 3 weeks can you believe
but god it was cold, i kinda enjoyed it
in a way i did it to get my daily exercise done and dusted kinda thing
i came in and went for a shower then went straight out for a hair cut
i didnt have to wait this week which was nice
and Jo loved my christmas card I gave her :D so that was worth doing
next time i go hairdressers will be just before my birthday can you believe!

i got home to find postman had been~
i couldnt believe that the eye shadow i ordered on saturday from hong kong had come!
i had been hoping it would come before xmas just cus i wanted to wear winter colours

it was £3.97 and Kose brand! bargain
ive wanted to try Kose for ages now
and i get fed up of wearing pinks and oranges 
so i thought id try winter colours you know
but ive heard sometimes blue eyes and blue make up doesnt go
so we shall see
i ordered some bargain lip sticks too today
DHC which is Japanese and ive tried a lip balm by them and its amazing and i found out from watching a youtube make up tutorial that they do lip sticks so i managed to find some reduced to £4 from £15! well happy so ive brought two to have ago with
i do so struggle with what to put on my lips
just wearing any lip stick/tint for a few hours and i get saw chapped flaky lips
so i tend not to bother with lip stuff as its not worth the stress but sometimes for occasions i wear it as it finishes off make up well, so i look forward to having something gentler on my lips
speaking of make up
i saw a photo of my cousin last night on facebook....0.0
wow is all i can say
she looked like well i cant say what she looked like, but it does surprise me we're related
considering i cover up like a nun and she has a lot on show
shes a year younger than me but looks like 28

i sat and had 'lunch' at 2pm in a quiet house
i was gonna dance but i was too tired from running
running had made my lungs burn with the cold air and my body ache worse
so im having a break from running until it gets warmer now
no point of not enjoying it
so i will probably take it back up next year
ive got my dancing still
back to my lunch i had hot chocolate and cake!! sugar!!
sod it really ive lost weight so yeah i can have a lil sugar 
i do feel mentally better for losing weight
got more to go tho~

i sat with Oz on the sofa and about fell asleep and i think he did also
ive had real off stomach today its not been good and i was stuck what to have for my dinner tonight so i said to mum i was gonna go out and buy soup but she said to make some
so i did been ages since i made soup
mum was bored so she chopped veg for me
i made veg soup it was nice but still gave me stomach ache which didnt seem fair
as i went for liquid food and it still stabbed me in the back!
i watched anime whilst eating it
im fed up of being tired, aching and stomach ache
im quite grouchy and i dont think its any wonder really

im stuck what to do with my evening
im so tired and i ache
im gonna try motivate myself to draw
but my drawing is crap lately so im finding it hard to motivate myself to finish it
i want to get it done for xmas tho

tomorrow got nothing planned
i bet i wont see mia
the weather and temperature is suppose to be better so i may take myself off somewhere
find somewhere that does good hot chocolate 
were gonna get the christmas decorations out the roof so i can decorate the living room on monday i cant wait to finally get them up!