Slept rubbish as usual
how long is this going on for!? sick of waking up aching
I feel like taking a load of pain killers
anyway today my god was it cold! it was -5c this morning
and it only reached 0c at its warmest today 0.0
so yeah very cold
it was really frosty all day
in the morning I went and attempted to take photos of Oz outside
but would he keep still? he honestly was everywhere
so heres the best of what I got of him~
He is sweet
he was being really giddy because I was following him round the garden XD
I did 30 mins of yoga this morning as I felt like road kill
did 30 mins of dancing and got sweaty so went for a shower
then i was looking at cosmetics on line
just different stuff to try
looked at hair dye - pink - until i remembered I have some temporary stuff
in the cupboard still, so tonight im gonna put that in my hair
see what happens
nothing may come of it as my hair isnt exactly light or bleached
The furniture came and I was home alone so i had to see to the men by myself
I was ok really
just freeing cold cus i had to stand there with the door open
then I laid on my bed trying to get warm
I got up and painted
then helped sort the room out as my both my parents came home to sort it out
looks so different
then i sat with Ozwald, twice
as i didnt want to put him outside it was just too cold
he had been out but i felt cruel bringing him for a warm to boot him back out
i sat with my girls
i did guinea squeaks as I can do them quite well and it made Molly squeak!
so cute it was like talking to her XD
then I got stuff ready for school tomorrow
im not really taking lunch as i was so anxious last week that my lunch didnt sit right in my anxiously knotted up stomach and had stomach ache for the rest of my shift
i will eat when i get home cus i finish at 3pm anyway
just have a good breakfast
i feel anxious NOW about my shift
stupid really but its just cus i want to do well and get it right
and not 100% sure what i will even be doing
im hoping i get to see the pigs hearts they were doing this week
so not got anything on tomorrow apart from work which will tire me out no doubt
it is now a week before I turn 27
dont feel it, literally feels like a number on a sheet of paper as i dont feel mentally that age
maybe being ill and being house bound has some what made my mental clock stop
is what it feels like anyway
im immature anyway
i might try and look at science books today as i havent looked at the books Jack gave to me
ive got yoga then ill come back, shower, eat dinner and dye my hair and then have Oz then attempt to sleep before work tomorrow
stupid agency rang me again at 6:50am
i was not happy to be woken by that phone call as i hadnt slept
and was actually asleep >.>
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