Guinea Pig Card

Evening~

What a way to start my day
honestly it was awful this morning
I hadn't slept too well I was blowing my nose from 6am as it was like a tap
I got up and went downstairs so I had only been awake 5mins
and my dad was having a go at me about me blowing my nose
was keeping him awake and blah blah blah just having ago at me
saying I live in my own little world and all that rubbish
it made me cry a lil as I had only been up 5 mins and the way he speaks
to me with such venom, were talking about a runny nose here not me
stealing from him or anything bad
but he speaks awful to me
so I went straight back to my bedroom to let the tears pass and the mental  onslaught to pass
awful way to start my day, he probably thought nothing of it

I went on Just Dance 2015 for a bit
it was good some dances are so fast and hard, to the point were I struggle to even see what the moves are to copy them! 
then I went for a shower and decided to do some yoga
i was in the living room doing yoga and i saw dad pull up... unfortunately i wasnt quick enough and he found me and had another go at me
so i went to my room and decided to stay there whilst he was home
mum came in and i went to make her a tea and of course dad saw me again and went to have another go at me, i turned to mum and said "have I done something wrong today?"
relentless, its horrible
he is horrible
never speaks to me nicely
he doesnt speak to me anyway 
when he speaks to me its because 
1. he wants something
2. its about work
3. having a go at me
4. about my phone or car
theyre the only times he communicates with me
horrid

I went food shopping with mum as I said I would go with her
when I came in I made a salad and had that for lunch
then I went to bed and had a proper deep sleep
i got up at 3pm and did a bit of jpop dancing and finished off my yoga
so ive exercised plenty today im hoping it helps tonight's aches

agency hasnt phoned this week so its not looking like a lot of work is heading my way
-_____-
i got my brother to test me on the science stuff ive been learning
and i got them right ^^
im so hoping my interview on thursday goes in my favour ><

i wrapped mum's presents up last night
and i also made her a card
got both of those tasks done in an hour i was impressed 
i did her a water colour guinea pig card

simple but cute~

i helped mum with dinner tonight
sat with Ozwald
oh and I have just 40 pages of my Murakami book left!!
then im on the last volume its so weird I cant imagine what the last book is about

tomorrow seeing as me and mum dont have work
we said we might go swimming or something
we shall see~