I slept like crap
I couldnt get off I felt like death i ached so much
so I got up at midnight after trying to sleep for 2 hours
Then from there woke up loads
just a pee take
i have got a doctors appointment on like 25th feb to get this looked at
I had school today
I was anxious about going during the night
god knows why
so I was anxious when i was driving to school
my morning task for like 3 hours was repairing text books
we had lunch and we played the mini Connect4 I took in
i lost big style XD
i took my cake in it was appreciated by the science staff who wished me happy birthday
a lot said "youre 27!?"
yup
followed up with "you dont look it" i said "i sure dont act it"
a lot of them said i look about 23
guess its better to look younger than older
im the oldest out of the technicians
I was told that me jack, alan, and 2 other girls are gonna go to
a pub quiz in the city centre on tuesday night at 7pm
im gonna suck! and im the oldest out the group! i should be better XD
im anxious about it but im also looking forward to it
ive decided not to say no to stuff, to be open to trying these things that make me anxious
as doing these things like going out is what i feel i should be doing at my age
kinda makes me feel normal
the rest of the afternoon was dull tasks
and i was always putting jack off his work XD
i dont think i stop talking
he doesnt mind he says
i tried eating a banana on the way home
as id only had hot chocolate at school as food is giving me stomach ache on work days
i had a bit of stomach ache after hot chocolate and a bit of cake
but the banana finished me off
why cant i eat when i have work?
i came in and had a brew with mum
then did a bit of dancing as i felt i needed to loosen off somehow
then i had a shower and sat with Oz
got a few bits ready for tomorrow
tomorrow is manchester!
up at 6am and mia and rob are picking me up at 7:15am
early start but it will be good :)
it will be a tiring weekend but i know i will enjoy it
I will be back home around 3pm sunday
mum did a roast dinner tonight as my 'birthday tea' it was good
as whilst id been at school she'd baked cup cakes ^^
im yet to have one
heres how far i am with my painting
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