7 hours sleep over 48 hours and leopard nails

Yo

I didn't sleep well again

had to get up and sat with tens machine on whilst watching videos on a tablet

fun times

i fell asleep around 3am and woke up at 7:20am

so ive had 7 hours sleep over 48 hours

whens this gonna end

i hurt so much

and im so tired 

this morning i somehow motivated myself for a run

i did 30 mins of yoga before i left

i enjoyed it as even tho it was a lil chilly the sun was out it was good

and for the first time this year i ran through the woods!

i LOVE running through the woods i truly do

leaping over branches and the like~

i wasnt even out of breath ether surprisingly 

i came back and showered

then i got ready to see Jack

i got into the city centre and hour early so i could have a look round

just for something to do really

i picked up a nail varnish and an eye shadow

two good brands like loreal paris from poundshop!

cant wait to give em a go

then i met jack

we did his house shopping which wasnt too much as it goes

we had a hot chocolate

then we sat in a different pub for a change and we talked

he stayed with me til my bus came

it had gotten cold and it was a 25min wait but i was grateful he stayed with me as i was robbing his heat i was so damn cold and i was more layered up than he was! 

i got home and was in time for dinner

then i sat with Oz

then i could feel myself start to fray

as the evening creeps on i know the night is baring down on me

and its another night by myself 

a long night alone, in pain

and its so depressing

so i went to my mum for a hug and started to crumble

later i talked to her about stuff

i didnt get too upset just a few stray tears 

im just tired is all, not sleeping and being constantly in pain is so tiring 

dad annoyed me this morning with his comments about my sleep

he knows nothing and doesnt understand anything and it infuriates me as he thinks hes always in the right and that youve done wrong

if he says anymore i will literally brick his balls 

my nails last night

theyre ok but not as good as last weeks

tomorrow i will exercise in the morning

and go to school after lunch

i listened to some songs the other day i havent heard since my college days, bands such as Alice Nine and i was surprised how much i could understand compared to those days

and today i went through some anime music and i forgot all songs i used to enjoy

one has just made it into my drawing playlist "Aka no Seijaku" 

its good to look back on music and its always always jpop with me~