Derby by myself~

Evening~~

ahhh so shattered -_____-

so yesterday I didnt get home til 9:45pm and i could not be bothered
to do my diary at such hour

Yesterday I danced in the morning then i showered and got ready to see jack
i had an early lunch then set off really

We went and did his chores round the city centre
he needed to go back to his family's home and i said i'd drive him
and then he said he wanted to bring a load of stuff back with him
i told him its fine as i have a car after all
and to repay he said he wanted to do dinner for me
so he cooked gammon in cider and did some sweet potato with it

i got to see his family's home - where he grew up
i met his cat - queenie and the two bunnies - skyla and thumper
oh my god they were so cute like stupidly cute especially thumper
i didnt hold them as they were a bit skittish and i didnt want to frighten them
so we came back and did dinner
then we sat with Theo a bit then we went and talked on his bed
he asked if i was ok cus i seemed a bit out of it
but then i had only had 3 and half hours sleep
it was an incredibly long night of pain so yeah i was just done in really
i got home later than intended but still sat with Oz as i didnt want him to feel left out
i had god awful stomach pains too
seems everytime lately i eat lunch or dinner i have stomach ache
just dont want to eat

this morning think i achieved 5 and a half hours sleep
i did some dancing then i got ready to go out
i was going to derby today by myself
just for some bits really

i got to derby around 11ish
i went round loads of shops but didnt see much actually
i ended up buying a coat from a charity shop for £2.49 as i was so damn cold
and it was making me ache
i got a hoodie too whilst i was there
got Oz some treats from a pet store i havent seen before, tropical flavour so im gonna see if he likes them tonight
i got some mini straightners from charity shop for £2.99
there was an old sweet store and we no longer have one in our city and jack has such a fondness for them so i picked him a load of stuff - all pink and girly looking sweets XD ill surprise him with those next time i see him
a few dvd's for my dad for his birthday next week which is a good job done
i went derby in the hope the nail varnish market store will have what i wanted but it had gone!!! D: i was so gutted to lose that shop
i stopped for a hot chocolate but it wasnt great but i just needed something to warm me up
i picked up some joggers for running in for £5
and finally some fur to make a molly toy with at some point as mum has requested it
just drinking the hot chocolate gave me stomach ache so i chose not to eat whilst i was out as i didnt want to make it worse
i caught the bus back to my fair city and finally got home about 3:30pm
i was shattered
think id basically burned off more calories than ive taken in recently
so i got into my pajamas and went to bed after having a brew with mum and Oz of course


just so worn out
im dark under my eyes too
i cant think or do anything and literally waiting for bed time to come round

tomorrow not 100% sure on the day yet
originally jack had asked me if i wanted to try a board game cafe literally across the road from where he lives, and maybe eat sweet stuff
then im suppose to be seeing tara in the evening but not heard from her