To be hypnotised

Evening~

Really didn't sleep well  last night
woke up at 1:30am and fell back to sleep after a lot of tossing and turning
then woke up at 3:30am dreaming of being in pain 
I got up and stayed up til 5:30am I went back to bed for a couple of hours
i felt like death when I woke up 

This morning
I danced for 50 mins~
working on different dances and I got one recorded too!
not sure what i will record next as some dances ive been doing have copyright infringement :/
i'll learn something i can share
not sure how long im gonna keep sharing dances for really
im not sure when im gonna find the time to record when i start working full time, its not only finding time but finding time when im home alone too :/ might be the end of my youtube dancing days
who knows

after showering i checked if i had fabric for the back of the 4 cushions jack and theo want
and sadly i was a bit short
so i hit the shops and luckily found what i wanted 
then i came home and sewed til 1pm

fell asleep on my healing ear for an hour
it still hurts now and is red -___- 
hate falling asleep on it cus it really hurts and feels bruised when i do >< 
I got up and sewed some more
and over the course of the day I did get my 6 done

making it a total of 9 out of 24 completed~

looking good huh

at 4:30pm I had my first hypnotherapy session
god i felt sick i was so damn nervous
im not sure why i was so nervous cus really it was relaxing
weird 
but relaxing
its like someone talking at you but if you tried to recall the sentence theyve just said you physically cant as its gone to your subconscious not your conscious 
it got Eko's back up a bit at the start then she soon relaxed
which the therapist said it proves shes in my conscious not subconscious and therefore a part of me, a part i think the therapist wants to have ago 'curing'
i felt quite relaxed afterwards
and she said i SHOULD sleep tonight
fingers crossed
she said most tend to sleep after it
then it should improve from then

i came back and finished my patchwork and had dinner
designed my nails
ahhhhh just havent stopped!
jack's pokemon fabric came
but im waiting til everything is here before i sit and make the cushions as it will just be easier that way i think
i want to do them tho ^^

tonight im doing my nails
i might go for a walk after ive done my diary its 8pm and so nice out
tomorrow im gonna go out for the day with mum
and probably do some sewing