Evening~~
I slept well last night
I even slept again IN my bed in stead of ON it ^^ doing well with sleep
i got up at 9am tho >< guess i needed to the sleep
slept for 11 hours
this morning I got to work on my quilt basically
as that bugger was getting finished today whether it liked it or not
mum and dad popped out and i decided to seize the moment and dance
despite my leg hurting i wanted to dance
so i did my half hour and was sweating and panting
it was humid today and never stopped raining but even so the hayfever was high today
my god not been able to breathe all sodding day!
it has rained all day too so i havent been out
iv worked on my quilt which is easily the worst quilt ive ever made
its so not neat
but meh it gave me something to do i guess and used up scraps
i did get it finished thank god
it will do i guess
i laid on my bed a bit i think i was starting to get anxious about tomorrow
i managed to eat my dinner but as soon as i had i wanted to bring it all back up
my god i feel so sick
i hugged mum and told her i was anxious and felt sick
she reassured me id be fine
i just know its a hurdle ive got to get over
i lost a few tears just cus my head is a mess and didnt know what to do with myself
i was suppose to sleep over at jack's tonight and go to work with him on my first day
but considering its 8pm and i havent heard from him all day
i cant be bothered with it all
ill get by, by myself and stay home tonight
just need to knuckle down and get on with something to distract my mind
might draw or something
so yeah life changes for Jozu tomorrow
as i will begin full time work
i hope i will be ok
im getting up at 6:15am for a shower and got to leave the house at 7:30am
i hope i sleep tonight tonight
ive set an alarm ready, i will be waking up to Passpo's Truly
anyway wish me luck
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