Technician meet

Evening~~~

So Friday
I got up and felt a bit rough but decided I wanted to go the technician meet
I got to the school and saw Julia cycling in so luckily I got to walk in with her
we had tea and biscuits then started with chemistry

we had a demonstration from their technician and I looked round the room
thinking "is everyone understanding this?"
no one else looked as blank and confused as me
I have to say I had a lot of moments that day were I doubted my job
that i was in the wrong the job as i have no idea whats going off!
Luckily for me Julia knows everything when it comes to chemistry 
so she talked me through it all and we did it
i watched 'flame tests' which funny enough me and jack had been trying to create
over the last two weeks with little success but this technician told us how
he had managed it
then he showed us a penny which he turned from copper to silver then to gold
that was quite cool
we stopped and had lunch which i felt ready for 
then it was biology time
i got to 'denature' some milk 
and we were shown other practicals that i will have to prep for school
so i took note and photos as its gonna help me
we had a break and i was running short on energy but kept going
it was nice to spend time with just julia as i havent really had the time with her
then it was physics and it was a mend it session but it wasnt successful
so they let us go early
and cus i was staying at jack's i decided to head back to my school
julia decided to head back too
she made it there before me as i was texting mum in the car to say i was ok
didnt know julia had reported to jack that i was well behaved and how well i was >.>
i got to school and jack was already asking me to do stuff
i said "ah its not my problem" smugly
he came up to me and said "it is you problem as if i dont get finished on time you will be leaving a lot later because youre going home with me, so if you wanna leave on time i suggest you help"
wise ass
i helped but did bare minimum XD

we got to his and took it easy all evening
jack hadnt checked his phone and found out in 15mins time theo was having friends over as they were having a night out...
i said "im staying downstairs"
he was like "stay upstairs and just see people"
i was in his pajamas and looked like death
i came upstairs and drank some rum which was gross
then i laid on the sofa
and i fell asleep for quite a while
what woke me was them leaving at 11:30pm 
we were in bed for midnight

saturday
we had a bit of lay in as jack doesnt do mornings XD
it was stupidly hot that day think it reached 31c 
i found out that some of jacks friends wanted to come out in the sun with us
i felt like death
so rather than be in the way i decided to leave
i got my stuff together and told jack i was going home
he was like "you sure youre ok to drive?"
i said "im fine i'll take my time"
we started the walk down to my car and i was struggling
honestly like my heart felt like it couldnt pump enough blood for me to walk
i was struggling to find the strength to open doors
we got to the car park and jack said "jo this is ridiculous you cant even stand up straight"
i said "but i need to go home as i need medication anyway"
he said "rest and get it later"
i was sooo frustrated and just wanted to be well
i felt like id be in the way, that he'd only worry all day about me, and was just annoyed at myself
so i took the walk of shame back to his flat and i lost a few tears
just out of frustration i think 
we grabbed some lunch from a store and with theo james and harvey we laid out in the local park those guys were in the sun but i wasnt and jack joined me
i wasnt gonna get sun stroke on top of feeling poorly
i was running short on energy tho
we got back to his flat and slept
when i woke up i felt loads better and decided to go home for my medication
it was so damn hot tho and as much as i wanted to fuss oz i couldnt as id only make him hotter and he was panting as it was as he still has his winter coat
we got back to jacks and i tided up and helped with dinner the 3 of us ate together and started watching pirates of the carribean but we went to bed half way through

then today i got up and didnt feel too bad
we popped round the shops and i felt so tired
we decided to go out for lunch just the 3 of us 
we had thai food it was soooo good
then we rested back at the flat
then i came home and as it was cooler today and Oz had missed me terribly
i spent some time with him
put my stuff away from jacks 
got school stuff ready 
and did my diary
thats all ive had time for 
hopefully watching killing eve tonight if i can stay awake for it
coming home i die of hayfever so it tires me out greatly 

tomorrow its school
and i plan being back on form and doing the whole week
i am feeling better but i just keep dying now and again
jack says hes gonna make sure i dont tire myself out
julia said "youve got a mum at home and a mum here" 
theo was lecturing me on my diet
will there come a time Jo wont worry others?
its nice having people to look out for me tho

i got some face powder in the post to try
its suppost to be good with sweat
and i think its gonna be needed!