a black dress

Evening~~~

Yesterday I did quite a bit really

I did a whole hour of dancing
learning a dance I have wanted to learn for like a whole year!
Monogatari's Re:born
i showered and had some more cereal then jack was texting me
hes been missing me and wanted to see me so I thought id make the effort 
and go see him

we actually went on something that resembled a date XD
we havent done anything much together for a while really
so we went mini golf and i lost but still fun
then we went for ice cream
oh my god mine was good but made me cold and i felt sick after it XD
we brought pick n mix as well
i havent done pick n mix for probably over 15 years
but jack is a pro at it XD so he let me pick the majority of it as he aint picky
whereas im not a fan of sweets, i will eat chocolates but not sweets

i was gonna go home and he asked if i would stay over
he had missed me and said it would be friday til i could see him again
so i agreed
he came home with me to pick up my stuff and we went for a walk in the woods near me
then we called in a shop and picked up soup and bread and ate that when we got in
whilst listening to theo as he told us grim sex stories XD
theo showed me photos of them all from friday night in their black tie gear
they all looked really good actually
then said on this friday that theyre going out into the city at night for drinks whilst dressed in black tie and if i wanted to come, but i have to wear a dress
jack has never seen me in a dress and i would have to ether wear a long dress or cocktail
i was falling asleep on the sofa at around 11pm
so tired
so we went to bed but i didnt sleep great and woke up with crippling back ache
literally reaching out for pain killers 

i was at jacks til midday we hadnt done anything
he takes a while to motivate out of bed
i came home to an empty house and did a bit of dancing
i felt better for moving but i still ached
then i went for a much needed shower 

i went tk maxx with mum
i didnt need anything but found a skirt reduced to £1.70 they cost more from a charity shop!
then i looked at dresses, i mean i do have a long one i could wear for friday with the guys but i kinda just thought id see what was in the clearance 
and i did come across a dress, not my usual style i have to say
as it shows more skin than im used to but its hardly indecent im just not used to showing any skin
so i took it in the changing room with mum and got her opinion and she said how amazing and fitted it looked on me, i on the other hand felt like a duck out of water
as i know this sounds weird coming from a 27 year old female, but it was a woman's outfit, and i dont wear womanly clothes so i felt like an impostor, like i shouldnt be wearing that kinda thing
but mum assured me i looked good in it
its a black off the shoulder dress and was suppose to be $119 i got it for £7
its amazing quality i have to say as its lined in silk  
it is a nice dress im just gonna feel so weird wearing it
i dont wear dresses often and certainly not a womanly dress
but yeah good find and buy, its size 6 i didnt know i could still fit in size 6 :/ 

i came home and sat with Oz and a brew
who has apparently been sulking since i left yesterday
honestly
like torn between him and jack
then i went to bed
ive been in pain all day and id had enough quite frankly

i tried to do some design work when i got up
but im still not 100% certain i want to make a jacket yet
or what i would make it out of  
so not sure what to do on that one

tomorrow
its suppose to rain like allllll day
a part of me is tempted to go into work for a bit
but mum has the day off and i dont know if she will want to spend any time together
everyone wants jo's company >< 
i will see tho
id like to do some dancing if i can tho

i did some drawing of senko-san yesterday

finally done the bloody outline
took ages and its suppose to be chibi but its slowly got more and more detailed -___-