New fan

Evening

I hardly slept last night at jack's
like seriously no sleep
i was knackered when i got this morning
and man did i have to get up
i killed!!! i ached so badly
so i left jack in bed for another hour and listened to my ipod
upstairs eating candy XD
i came and woke him up after an hour tho cus i was bored

it took ages to motivate jack -___-
honestly that guy does not do mornings
it was warm as well and yeah dont think it helped matters
but we got showered and dressed eventually
i didnt suggested golfing to him as frankly i couldnt be arsed to drive in 
the heat and be stood outside with no shade playing mini golf
so we went round the city instead

i got some cream to try and sooth my skin
ive been scratching my skin to death lately
and i have noticed its since i upped the pain killers
so im trying to reverse the damage 
jack kept stopping me from scratching
i dont even realise im doing it! 
its like a stress thing to
i do it when im in pain or anxious or even in  my sleep
i also picked up and antique hand fan! oh my god its soooo fluid
its really ugly but really good and makes the proper sound too
amazing value at £4
i will be using it for dancing

we went back to his flat
and i asked him to show me the game he is always on about
and always always playing
elder scrolls online? i think
it was good to finally see what he was going on about anyway
but no way could i sit and play that
not my thing at all 

i came home for dinner and to see Ozwald
i did some drawing of senko-san

not getting anywhere with it ><
jack was creeped out my psychotic kitty picture
said it would give him nightmares XD

it was such a lovely sight to come home and see in my subscription box
that monogatari had released a song i like 'for me' so im well happy to be 
listening to that
wonder if i will be learning it soon~

i ache so much
but i am wheening myself of my pain killers
probably too fast but im not telling anyone how fast im ditching them
as i know its wrong but i just want it over with 
i will suffer from withdrawal ether way so might as well just get rid
see how i go

tomorrow im at home all day til the evening
going out with the lads which hopefully should be good