dead kitty

Konbanwa

Totally forgot to do my diary yesterday
got to bed and only realised then i hadnt done it!

but yesterday was fine
was not in the mood for work tho i have to say
but it went fine considering i had left everything friday XD
i went and fetched my maggots as well
i got loads done ^^
when i came home i even managed 15 mins of dancing which was nice
and needed

today 
sent mia one of our vulgar text messages stating
"i want to see your fanny rash"
i later received one back saying she was laughing all morning about it
we sometimes send each other gross horrid text messages
its funny and shes the only one i can send them too 
work was fine really
i gave out my maggots XD
i got a display finished and was praised by head of science ^^
yesterday jack reset the prep room clock to the time of the school bell
which put the clock back a whole 4 mins!!!!
so i was determined today to put that right
so when he wasnt in the room i put it forward 4 mins!!! muhahaha
i am waiting for him to realise
so yesterday i left 4 mins late and today, back on time ;)

i got home and rested
i was sooo tired for some reason
millie had been back to the vets
today she seemed to be doing better
she has another week's worth of medication
hopefully she will make a full recovery but her weight is dropping...
she feels so small and thin and she was tiny to begin with

after dinner i had a doctors appointment 
i went about my hips how they crack and hurt
i have got to have them both x-rayed at the hospital 
but i know nothing will show
and when i said this to the doctor he basically said
my choices are pain relief and physiotherapy
well im trying to rid myself of pain killers
and ive had physiotherapy 
so this is yet another instance where Jo has to just 'live with it'
its very very depressing being told theres nothing to be done
i asked if i can take melatonin tablets
and he was against them
sayng theyre very addictive and only children with ADHD and elderly patients are given them
so i thought now that ive ordered them that i will save for them for the next insomnia period i will no doubt have 

i was fed up and went for my usual walk to the woods
where a bat flew right near my face i felt the breeze on my face thats how close it was!
love bats ^^
coming home i could see behind some houses on the path a cat laying down
but i looked into it's eyes and there was no light there
i could tell it was dead
i walked up to it, no one was around it was like 7:45pm
it wasnt breathing and there was like a pound coin's size worth of blood next to its face
i went to check the collar for a name tag
and the cat was still warm...
it was recent
i started to walk off, got down the road and ran back to the cat
i couldnt leave it like that
so i knocked on the door of the house i thought the driveway belonged to
and an elderly woman answered
i said "hi, i know this is random but do you own the garage round the back?" in my sweetest voice
she replied "yes"
i said "im sorry to say but theres a dead cat"
she was like "how awful, i dont own a cat but thanks for telling me"
i said "if you have a bag or anything i dont mind moving it, i work in biology, im used to this kinda thing"
so she came out and saw it, she didnt know whos it was
i started to bag it up and she said "so you're a biology student?"
*sigh* yes Jo may look like a 18 year old student but she isnt a student damn it -___-
a neighbour came out and saw us and said it might be another neightbour's cat so she went on knocked on a door and it turns out it was a family's cat
they were obviously upset and thanked us
turns out the cat was only a year old
poor thing
it was pristine tho
so i think it must have had a knock to the head, car hit it maybe?
who knows
but i did a good deed
i saw an owl on the way home
just full of animals on my way home it would seem
so yeah i picked up a dead cat tonight
not what i thought would happen on my usual walk
but  i couldnt leave it there, so close to a primary school, and not for an old woman to clear up

i came in and told mum about it as she was wondering where i had been
so now im just doing this then i will sit with oz and go bed

tomorrow just school really
and tara's birthday
i will be nervous to see if she likes the ponyta painting!