got an advent calender

Evening~~

Kinda slept ok
but was happy when i woke up to see it was friday
although 3:30pm seemed a mile away....

it was freezing this morning
i thought it was gonna be an easy day too
until i looked at what was needed for monday....
my god i have got a busy day monday
i have chemicals to make up - which have to be made on the day
i have stuff to move between classrooms
just loads to do its gonna be mad and im gonna be shattered...
jack said he'd help

head biology asked if we would take money from the tea & biscuit fund
to go asda and get advent calenders for all 19 members of science staff
(yes we have a lot of staff due to part timers >.>)
i looked at what else we needed to stock up on and in the end ask jack
to come with me as i was gonna get all that myself
so we got advent calenders
i got white chocolate and so did jack
finally i have one this year, last year i brought myself one
and once again no one brought me one this year T^T
so its nice having one but i cant say im that fussed

i kept busy thoughout the day really
but i had my coat on before 3:30pm
i was more than ready to go
i had awful stomach ache after i ate my lunch
i was weird today as i actually felt hungry
it has been weeks and weeks since i have felt hunger 
so i couldnt wait for lunch and when i ate it i had bad stomach ache
but lately ive been having that anyway when i eat but not as bad as today

i got home had a brew with oz and mum
then danced
not much but enough as i was dripping
i would have liked to have done more but that wouldnt be listening to my body 
showered
then pretty much listening to jpop whilst looking at japanese fashion

jack is out tonight with the guys
so i might have drunken text messages later we shall see...
but at least he will be out for the count tomorrow and i can get on with craft
he invited me out with everyone but i thought 'its cold and i cant drink'
im more of a liability than anything so i opted out
besides i want my saturday to craft
i said to mum im unsure whether to see jack or not at the weekend
hes been saying we need to spend time together but yeah i have A LOT to do
so i told mum i made a decision
if jack comes over on saturday and actually you know - makes an effort - i will see him and sleep over at his on saturday night as he as requested i do this weekend
BUT if he cant be bothered to come get me that forget it im not doing the running around and i will spend the weekend at home.
i will not tell him this, i want to see if he is capable of making an effort off his own back
mum said it seemed fair
so thats where i am at
ive told jack hes welcome over any time and he might have to whisk me away from my crafting

right im gonna sit with my lad 


tomorrow i plan on sewing these last 4 guinea pigs
drawing my secret santa present
making christmas cards
making jack's present
hell i have so much that needs doing still...