Wednesday, 6 November 2019

tired and its half way through the week

Evening

I couldnt sleep again
so I had to get up for a hot chocolate
Im so tired

School was fine
fetched my delightful maggots
got other lessons ready
was a steady day anyway
just another day really

I told jack I wouldnt be sleeping at his friday and saturday night
this week due to it being like bonfire night weekend 
therefor a ton of fireworks no doubt
and my pets come first

he told me he was home alone tonight
and we both said we had nothing to do tonight
i thought seeing as both enjoy breaking the week up with a sleep over that we'd spend tonight together but he later on got a message from his gaming buddies asking if he'd like to join tonight baring in mind he's been playing every night from saturday
so he chose to do that
so im home
im cool with it cus when it comes to the weekend i might not see him
i have stuff to do make and i cant do it after school like he can
its too dark and im too tired and i do need to crack on
so sod him this weekend
im not mad cus we never agreed to meet up tonight it was just something we COULD have done but gaming seems to take pride of place at times

ive been tired since i got in
i managed 20 mins of dancing and my god my joints cracked
im now trying to chill out to drawing cus im quite wound up
i think im just tired
but my mind races at night stopping me from sleeping so im trying to wind down tonight

tomorrow is school
and on the way to school i have got to buy fresh liver...ew
and its yoga after school

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