first day of diet

Evening

could not sleep last night, was up til 3am...-___-
with bad stomach pains, my fault, id totally eaten the wrong foods
so yeah crap night really

this morning i had a shower and popped out with mum
just food shopping - food mainly for me >.>
then charity shops where i picked up a disney doll as i want to do a doll
in return for my cousin

i came home and went on my laptop a bit
then almost fell asleep as mum made us both a salad
it was alright but mum had tried to add bits were bits were missing
as i cant eat peppers or tomatoes so she put in grape and red onion
the grape i could deal with the red onion was gross i dont like onion unless
its hidden in sauces so that bit was a bit gross

then we went outside to clean cars 
mine was so filthy 
i came in and made soup from scratch
totally winged a vegetable one
its not hard making soup really
ive froze 4 portions for school

i managed not to sleep today which is an achievement
given how little i slept and how tired i am
i had soup for dinner
such a dull day for food T^T

this morning my first brew of the day i made with coconut milk and honey
it was gross
i couldnt  finish it
it depressed me
so when i went shops i chose a green tea with fruits and a fruit tea
ive tried both and both were nice
both dont compare to my usual black tea 
but i guess i gotta get on with it
and tomorrow my parents are having pizza bread T^T
i obviously cant join in on that one so i will source my own dinner damn it >.>

i tried to do some dance practice tonight but im so tired
i will go downstairs and do some yoga tho
then paint my nails tonight

i sat with Oz earlier
and mum gave him cereal in front of me >< damn it woman
she said "he shouldnt have to go without as well"....damn it
i cant argue cus it makes Oz happy
i cut his claws this morning too

tomorrow its new years eve!
the last day of this decade
im never arsed
just a new date to me really
but i think jack is suppose to be having people over, not that him or theo have invited people over yet...i told him if he doesnt feel up to me coming over to actually say
but think he's wanting to see me
theo has returned to him today so im glad hes got company
he still feels rotten tho
so yeah think i might be spending the night there really :/
nothing special
i shall have to make sure i have food with me no doubt