I slept like a log last night
but i was still very tired physically and mentally when I woke up
to be honest it took me til about 12pm to stop feeling rough
school was fine
nothing much happening
it was just a hard slog really
body was just so tired
but i got through it somehow
the last A-level practical with powdered milk went really well ^^
so i was able to finally clear that away
dont know what the next big practical is...dread to think
i also had to varnish the back of 30 leaves.... what a dull job that was
and a waste of clear nail varnish in my opinion
i was ready to come home i felt like i was about
falling asleep on the way home
i sat with oz and mum with a brew which took a lot of will power
as the desire to go to bed was incredibly strong!
im surprised i resisted but i knew i really wouldnt sleep
tonight if i had gone to bed
so then i rested
knew i HAD to do exercise but really really didnt want to
but somehow managed to do half hour of yoga
god only knows how
feel like i still need to do more
i have eaten so badly last two days
been so many cakes and chocolates at work
and cus i have needed the energy i have just eaten whats there
its really bad and i have so many thoughts about how fat i will become
but yeah i needed to get through the day
and they were my beacon of light when i was desperate
but my stomach has been off past two days almost like its struggled to digest the sheer amount of sugar i have pumped into it ><
need to cut back for a week at least
i cant remember if i uploaded this or not yesterday but its the coaster design i have done for my secret santa - head of science. took me about 10 mins to draw
i managed to get another sale on my digital art too on sunday i think
its nice doing little sales, doesnt make feel like such a bad crafter/artist
tomorrow its school
and i have no practicals going off
so i will have to pass the day some how
tonight i was gonna paint my nails but im so tired
i doubt i could concentrate on them
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