Evening~~
Jo is not quite so dead today
took me a while to get to sleep last night
but i dropped off around 11:30pm
woke up suddenly at 1am and my left eye's vision was red
like id been putting pressure on my eye or something but i hadnt as i woke up on my back
it eventually disappeared
but i laid in bed thinking "which inconsiderate sod has put their toothbrush on charge on the landing and left it facing my room?"
when our toothbrushes are on charge they flash green
it kept doing it and i was about to get up so i could turn it away from my room as my room was lighting up with green all the time (i sleep with my door open)
but then i realised the 'flashing' was in time with my heart beat
and that there was no toothbrush on charge or light
somehow my room looked like it was flashing with each heartbeat
now ive been sick 10 years and i have never experienced such a thing
that is just weird and disturbing 0.0
it did eventually stop
i fell asleep and didnt wake til 9:20am!!! jesus
i felt bloody rotten this morning
i felt like crying
id had enough and was very concerned about when my body was thinking about getting better!
i refused to waste the day tho
i felt i needed to do something i enjoy, something to make me happy
so i sat and made 2 hair bows which are very cute and it was nice to sit and do
whilst i had my sewing machine out i did a few more odd sewing jobs ive had that have bee piling up.
lunch time came round and i had a go doing the pancakes
they were rubbish
i swear nothing turns out great when i follow a recipe
when i use my gut instincts when doing food it turns out well
this is what i get for following a recipe >.>
i tried twice. i have enough stuff for a 3rd attempt which i plan to do on saturday
after lunch which was soup i did my sewing jobs
i fixed the vulpix plush my cousin gave me for christmas and added a cute bow she requested i did, so i made the bow too instead of just buying one.
i made a pair of trousers i brought for work ages ago, shorter as they were stupidly long
but on the plus side when i brought them they were a bit tight round my bum and tum and i tried them on today to measure them and they fit really nicely now - shows i am losing weight
i fixed Kokkuri-san's bell round his neck as that had come off this week
so yeah odd jobs that just needed doing and it was good to them and something productive
jack came to see me, he popped home to get changed then came over
mum fed us both which was nice of her despite how full of cold she is
then we talked on my bed for a bit
i told him i booked a night in derby to go to the water fall place and he was really pleased about that and i talked about my birthday how i still dont know what to do
i thought about going to manchester for the night again like i did last birthday but unsure really as id like to go with mia and i told him that and said that was fine as the following week we were off to waterfall place anyway. so i will think and see
i might just do something simple like a picnic in the woods - sherwood forest woods i like going there
i shall try think
he left at 8:15pm
i told him i have got everything ready for school as i plan on attending
this afternoon/evening i have felt better and my family have all independently said to me that i do look better today (they didnt see me in the morning XD)
so id like to go school even if i dont complete the whole day
last night i attempted my physio exercises
instead of doing 2 reps i just did 1
so its a compromise but i felt better for at least attempting them
its yoga tomorrow but both me and mum are not going, we'd die probably 0.0
so yeah tomorrow i hope i can go school and manage school
my stomach has been better today not 100% but certainly better
and i havent had to run to the toilet thinking i was gonna be sick
i havent sweated as much ether
so i am getting better its just very slow
wish me luck
oh and the pink is about out my hair, the ginger is returning XD
i keep telling jack im gonna dye full on ginger for my birthday
he says he'd throw up and dump me XD
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