I did not sleep well
I got up at 2am cus I had woke up and was aching and it was starting to make me feel sick
so I grabbed a hot chocolate and chilled out a bit
then slept on top of my duvet in my dressing gown
but it was a restless sleep at best
did not want to go to school today
I went to get my Ozwald as usual
and he was at the back of his cage, very odd. usually he's at the front waiting for me
so I picked him up and he was floppy but tried to tense himself up
i just knew he wasnt well
i just know
i know my bunnies
so I brought him through to the sofaa where i placed him down carefully and he literally collapsed out and started panting, adjusting himself and panting
i felt sick
i cant bare seeing my pets sick
so i sat and ate my breakfast quickly not that i tasted it
then i grabbed my dad who was up and got him to hold Oz whilst i syringe fed him some water he did not appreciate this and tried to break free
but i felt better knowing he'd drank
i took him home instead of letting him outside
i went up to tell mum i cried a bit just cus i couldnt cope what with Oz and being tired
I told her i want regular updates and if he doesnt look good by 12 im coming home to nurse him
i reluctantly left for school >.>
I got there for normal time and there wasnt really many people there
which was nice actually
i just sat and drew and painted whilst listening to my ipod
then everyone started piling in -___-
there was to be a 40min talk in the hall
and what with aching and not being in the right frame of mind i told jack i wasnt attending
he said it was fine
and came back and said it was totally not relevant to us anyway which i knew it wouldnt be
then 2 technicians from other schools turned up and thats when jack practically sat chatting all sodding day, me and julia worked on
it came to lunch and mum said that Oz had chosen to play out with the girls and was foraging for leaves and other dead greenary so i felt a bit relieved
my worry was that he'd not left his hutch and was in pain
but hearing him up and moving around was a good sign
Jack had brought me soup for lunch saying that he doubted there was anything i could eat from the school cafe (we get free meals on insec day) turns out he was right so i was grateful of the soup
but i was sure to rob a cookie from the cafe X3
i worked through half my lunch so i could get home quicker to Oz
i faffed with bacteria and ive secretly brought some home to have a go with
not sure how well it work and i feel i may have wasted my time pouring out 40 bacteria plates but i will have time to do fresh ones on monday i hope
we did my appraisal which i left jack to finish as i wanted to get home to Oz he was more important
i got back and got to Oz and he was still in pain i could tell
and still hadnt eaten his treats or carrot from this morning
but he wasnt panting and even gave me some licks
i took him home and went to the dentist for a check up
i was seen by a dental nurse who was in my year at school small world as it is
my teeth were fine so i was happy
i came home and played kirby did one level and then had dinner
after dinner i got Oz in again
and was happy to see he'd eaten half his carrot and both his treats ^^
he was also able to sit up but i could tell he was still tensing up and doesnt like being held still
but i think he will be alright
rabbits get this its almost like an air lock in their stomach
i will see him again before i go bed
so grateful my baby boy is alright
dont know what id do if i lost him hes just so perfect
even if he is a glutton X3
I went for a walk to try chill out a bit
just come in and i will have a shower to get rid of the smell of bacteria nutrient broth out my skin i hate the smell so much
im gonna do my nails as well
tomorrow think im seeing jack? who knows
we didnt celebrate valentines day but I did do this photo for him before school
with my new kirby plush! look at the sheer size of him!! X3 even my brother likes him and he doesnt agree with my plush collection XD
thank god its half term now, i need a break from science and to recover from working
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