Evening
I slept pretty well
I couldnt be bothered today tho if im honest
school was hard work
just cus i felt so crap
i actually got to work questioning myself if i had taken the right dosage
i felt so dizzy and sick
took til 1pm to actually feel okish
so all day i was slogging it, it was hard
and having to sort the lungs out...i could have been sick
think i felt my self pale at that
wasnt in the mood for that
the last 2 hours of the day were spent helping julia with the washing up
i had other stuff to do too
i quizzed jack on when he was booking his driving
he is putting it off and off
if i get in tomorrow and he still hasnt done anything about it
then thats Jo out, thats me done
i can only try so much til i go beyond wanting to help
i have little energy and im not wasting it
i got home and sat with Oz
then i made some biscuits which was nice
then i did 40mins of yoga
played on disgaea for a bit and had dinner
now im gonna do my physio exercises
god tomorrow i do not want to come....
i have that god awful mega blood test
ill happily trade places with anyone
i feel like crying thats how bad i dont want to go
still at least i get a lay in!
my blood test is at 10:30am
then once i recover i will be going to work
then sleeping over at jack's hopefully
just dont wanna go T^T
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