Poorly yesterday but fine now

Evening~

I didnt blog yesterday as I really quite poorly
I hadn't slept well due to having a nightmare about being held down on the floor by monsters/demons and them discussing who would be first to rape me
i hate my rape nightmares...
when I woke up i couldnt open my eyes fully it was strange, my head killed like proper bad headache and my head couldnt process quick enough what my eyes were seeing so i felt dizzy constantly
it was strange, I ached i was shattered and sweating A LOT but i was shivering
i stayed in bed all day, in and out of sleep, on my switch, reading
just in bed as i couldnt do anything and when my head hurt too much from looking at a screen i went to sleep. mum woke me for dinner but said my bed was wet
i had sweated a lot.... she made me go for a second shower >.>
my family were all a bit worried and cautious as they wondered if it was me just being poorly or if i had got the virus
i didnt speak to jack as i just wanted to be left alone also if i told him i was poorly he'd only worry

this morning i woke up fine, no headache or fever and i could open my eyes all the way ^^ 
i felt soooooo much better
so i was glad
and each family member asked how i was feeling
think they were relieved that covid-19 wasnt in the house XD

i did 45mins of yoga this morning
phoned jack but didnt stay on the phone long i didnt have much to say as id been poorly and the art im working on currently might be a birthday present for him
and he's only been gaming. he says this was how his life was before me and work
just inside constantly gaming
sad life huh
ive gotten used to him in glasses tho i have to say

i worked a bit on the inu x boku picture i have done one half
i think its coming along ok but i havent shown it anyone yet so i might ask mum later see what she thinks on how its coming along
i went for a walk too which was bitter >< i went by myself as well
theres loads of police around its strange
even tho i live in a small village/town they are bothering to police it
i thought they'd put their efforts in more densely populated areas :/ 

i was sad earlier as i found out that Monogatari - a group i LOVE have disbanded...
i watched their last live today
i cant believe theyve disbanded and before their major debut too :( 
such talent gone to waste
wont be learning anymore of their dances then T^T

tomorrow i guess i have some actual work to do
i shall make a start designing the school internet logo
i can have a go :/ anything is better than what it is XD
i will work on my inu x boku picture more
and if jack dares send any pictures that need drawing i will have them to draw also >.>
theres a science department meeting tomorrow at 9am online
i told jack i aint attending as theres no point after looking at the agenda its all for teachers
and i personally dont feel like webcaming the staff...feels weird 

ive been playing disgaea and getting screwed over by demons
i forget how much that game screws you over
bloody demons XD but its been nice to play
not sure what game i will play next tho i have to say

hope i sleep tonight
im starting to ache and sweat and my head hurts a bit too now