Sent home

Evening

Didn't sleep well due to being a bit stressed
i know i have been stressed and anxious about school
ive been scratching in my sleep again so my skin is sore -_____-

I got to school and as usual on a wednesday there is staff meeting
but being lowly technicians, we never attend
but science teachers came back and said that basically
"what the head master said today was that, if you have any health issues, to go see him"
so a few science staff went off to see him
a bit later 2 came back confirming they would be sent home due to health issues and being at risk with the virus, well more at risk anyway
jack said I should go talk to the head teacher...
i didnt want to cus i dont like drawing attention to myself
but orders are orders
so i went down to his office and told him whats what
and he said "so how is your immune system then?"
i said "weak due to having an auto immune disease, many illnesses on top which stresses my body out further so it takes me a while to kick any viruses"
he said "no debate you are to go home"
and that was that
so reluctantly i walked back to the prep room to tell jack
he wasnt surprised, to be honest i wasnt, i just didnt want it confirmed
i didnt want to leave him. that would be both me and julia not there to help him
he said he would be fine and is cancelling all practicals
i told him the biology ones were going ahead today as i have prepped them
he was fine with that
i still didnt want to go tho
it was only 9:30am! and i was leaving
i didnt even get to say bye to any staff cus they were all teaching....

i got home and mum was home so i had a brew with her and filled her in
im to stay home 'self isolate' which i think is stupid when you live with people
and i get full pay, so im not complaining, its not taken out of my holidays or sick time
and they will let me know when i can come back
mum was happy to have me home of course and she and dad have both been worried for me
so i think theyre kinda relieved im home safe

today i spent a lot of the time sleeping
i have been exhausted but i think its cus i have been stressed
doesnt half take it out on my body
so i slept
did 50mins of yoga and dance, should have recorded myself it was a good sesh XD
had a shower as i got sweaty
went back to bed ><
researched online home crafts anything i wanna do kinda thing
and yeah about it

rang jack to see if hes ok
and he survived the day
i think he basically told the teachers to sod off XD
he was making sure chemicals were safe
i need him to kill my e.coli too
it feels weird being at home i dont feel settled somehow and i told him that
and i told him im missing him and wanna see him at the weekend 
he seems alright tho

tomorrow i guess i will please myself
no yoga ether tomorrow
i wanna do some drawing maybe, need to practice dances as i bet i could get some recorded really