Monday, 6 April 2020

Done like bugger all

Yo

I took a fair few tablets last night
it took me til 1am to sleep i didnt get up i just laid there i couldnt switch off once again
bit of a pattern to this isnt there

I woke up at 7am but turned over and went back to sleep luckily
but didnt wake up til almost 9am....
Oz has been playing outside today as we have had another nice day
we sat with the girls and i did their claws with mum
my god tillie was so mardy anyone would think i was clipping her paws not claws
jesus XD got to be done my tills

I attempted some dancing this morning but only managed 15 mins
just felt so done in and tired for some reason so i didnt want to push it
i had a shower and played on my switch
fell asleep for 2 hours
then went for a walk with mum

came back and looked for some inspiration to draw
but i looked for ages and nothing really jumped out at me
i dont think i was totally in the mood to draw today
i felt like what ever i would draw would be ether rubbish or meaningless 
i did 15 mins of yoga half hearted
nothing has held my interest today really
everything i thought about doing i couldnt be bothered to actually do
i found myself after dinner just listening to my ipod on my bed
just didnt want to do anything

im sure i will be back on form tomorrow
im hoping this time next week i can reunited with jack X3
he texted me at 7pm to ask if we could speak but i had bad stomach ache from eating my dinner so i didnt txt him back cus i wasnt sure when id be finished with dying and i wasnt in the mood to talk ether really. i shall speak with him tomorrow
i told him i have done nothing all day which to this he asked what was wrong as i never do nothing XD

im aching like crazy today which seems really unfai considering how much exercise i actually do do. so im dreading tonight in a way
i had a weird dream last night were i was getting a tattoo, didnt even know what tattoo just that i wanted it on my stomach. the guy was getting the needles ready and i was thinking "i cant have my stomach felt by anyone and when they do i tense like crazy, how am i suppose to get a tattoo there?" so when the guy wasnt looking i ran off, i dreamed this when i turned over at 7am XD

tomorrow
my god i am hoping some fabric comes in the post for me
need something to do!

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