My table!

Konbanwa

I went to bed at 9pm feeling tired and wanting to read in the quiet
but my god the pain i hurt so much that i came downstairs at 10:30pm
my parents were still up
i took another pain killer which was classed as over dosing and had a hot chocolate
i went to bed at 12:30 and kinda slept
i think i was tossing and turning a lot 
i got up at 7:30am

I had the house to myself til 1pm
I sat and built my table - well screwed the legs back on XD
it looks good tho! its finished

i like the contrast of the wood and magazines
i like the matt finish too

so at 9:30am i bathed the girls by myself
such well behaved little piglets
cus yeah they smelt and were grubby and now they fluffy and soft ^^
they were so good they didnt fight or squeak
just let me get on with it, i dont think they mind bath time to be honest
i put them outside it was sunny and windy = perfect drying conditions
i left them outside whilst i did an hours walk

i came back and had a quick sit then did 25mins of dance
i couldnt do anymore i was exhausted
i got to my room and realised i had a missed call on my phone from jack
so i phoned him back whilst dripping with sweat
he said the offer of £212,000 on the house was turned down - surprise surprise
the estate agent said that the owners wont take any less than £220,000
its on for £220,000
so jack told them he would talk to me and have a look at our finances 
he just wanted my permission for the go ahead, and i told him that was fine i was happy to increase our offer and to ask if they will throw in some or all the furniture
i wished him luck with his first driving lesson

i had a shower and waited for mum to come home
and had lunch with her and a brew
i got the pigs out for her and we sat and had lunch with them
so fluffy and sweet

i drew out a design for a wall hanging i am thinking of making
then i fell asleep for 2 hours would you believe!
i waited for jack to finish his lesson, he rang me near enough as soon as he'd finished
he felt much more better about driving and liked his instructor so on the whole it did go well!
i was relieved, and hes booked another lesson for next week!
speaking of next week, next tuesday is jack's birthday!
he told me he placed the offer of £220,000 and we now just need to wait to hear back from them
be amazing if they did accept this offer i must say, saves us house hunting for one!

i had dinner
and had brief talk to my dad about money and told him about the house offer
when i finished talking i went away and thought about it
mum found me and said i was very quiet - apparently people know when something is up with me as im quiet, im guessing i must be loud and noisy 99% of the time!
i said "im alright"
she said "no youre not spit it out i will get it out of you"
damn it all
i just told her i was a bit scared about it all and its a big thing i dont know what im doing and i just need reassurance im doing the right thing sometimes, i do feel im doing the right thing but yeah its stressful as hell. house buying is hard
especially when you have no idea what youre doing!
but we have plenty around us to guide and help us luckily
we are far from our own on this

might just cut out a bit more of sewing stuff then call it a night with the lad on my knee
tomorrow me and mum are seeing Karen hopefully!
we havent finished arranging it all tho yet
but im looking forward to it and i hope i can do my exercises in the morning before hand