just tomorrow then I can rest

 

Evening

I actually slept pretty well last night but I was shattered I hardly read for long cus I was just gone~

I needed my alarm this morning that is a fact

I sat with Oz and stuff this morning, the usual, but got mummy to tie my hair up as I wanted a hair pony and i sometimes struggle with that one

School was ok really

nothing special happened

I wasnt a shivering mess on the floor tho

i did however shed a few tears as basically i looked at the time and it was 9:30am, i thought "my pain killers have kicked in by now" but it was like I hadnt had anything i hurt...bad

by 11am I took some pain killers and felt better, by 1pm I wanted more and shed a few tears cus i was in so much pain it just felt cruel. I wanted nothing more than to take a lot of medication and go to sleep and not think or feel. But sadly I had work to do

I somehow powered through

I did some display stuff and yeah passed the day somehow i guess. It did feel slow

I got home and didnt drink my brew but fussed my Ozwald whilst talking to mum. didnt really want my tea, then did 30mins of yoga which i must say i couldnt be bothered to do 

then I went looking on a website 2 people recommended to me at work today shein.uk

i found some stuff i liked but felt very much like i would have been buying for the sake of buying so i left it i did however enjoy looking at their halloween section seeing as every UK shop has got rid of halloween stuff this year :( i love pumpkins and bats T^T

Tomorrow is the last day of school for 2 weeks thank god cus i need to recharge and get myself together, me and jack have said however that we are gonna come in during the holidays. I want to kill more hours off before i have a house so that for the next few holidays I have off i can dedicate my time to the house and not have hours to do at school. Jack has almost completed his hours but I suggested to him to earn hours (as we cant earn over time pay just time off in leau) so that he can have the day off to move his stuff over the bungalow when we finally get the keys which he seems to think is a good idea

at school tomorrow I have got to go through all the topics that will happen in biology from now til christmas and see which practicals will happen and if i need any chemicals ordering, its really dull stuff. Then after lunch Chris is robbing me to help sort out some documents to make the layout better and such, stuff i can have a go at at least.Its design stuff anyway.

I get to wear non-uniform tomorrow :D and get free school meal, insec days rule XD