actually bloody slept

 Evening

I slept! thank bloody god. The alarm was actually needed

I felt better for actual SLEEP

School was fine

i felt so much better and able to cope for sleep, instead of just dragging a corpse and trying to get through the day. The sheer difference sleep makes. I forget. I go so many weeks without sleeping through the night that I forget what it feels like to function on a proper night's sleep

We had lunch and I had my pain killers as usual and for some reason I felt terrible

i could barely keep my eyes open i was drowsy, almost like someone has laced my soup with drugs or something, i was dizzy and in and out of sleep/consciousness on the floor

after an hour i decided no more and stumbled to my working area in the prep room but soon had my head on my arm on the desk and i heard julia say my name to jack about something then Jack called me over. Telling me to come back to the floor til i was better. He said I looked terrible and gave me fruit juice and a biscuit in the aid of bringing some life back into me. it took a little longer and i was back on my feet, i found the fruit juice hard to drink  and didnt want the biscuit but i knew i had no choice in the matter XD

I got the rest of my lessons prepped and then sat painting for the last hour of the day, did some more of the star wars display. then we went home

i dropped jack straight off at the bungalow as he was gonna go paint. I went home for my brew with Oz and mum

then we sat with the girls, then went for a walk

I came back and helped with dinner, I went on my laptop and ordered jack a lamp shade for his study he is currently painting.

 ate dinner alone and then rang Jack asking him if i should bring him his dinner as it was 7:30pm and he said it would be great if i had the energy

so i popped over with his dinner 

and when he finished i helped put away stuff. i cleared away a bin bag and 2 carrier bags and a few boxes of stuff ^^ so that helped jack as i am better at clearing up and organising than he is

we changed the curtains in the bedroom as the first lot were too small - my mistake

so theyre up now and they look good, i wanted orange curtains but instead i got Ochre 

then at 8:30pm I said my goodbyes as i needed to get home, i am tired!

gonna get my lad and have a sit with him

tomorrow is school, i have just 1 practical too

but also i SHOULD be having my first night at the bungalow ><

makes me feel sick when i think about it! if i think too hard about it, it makes my heart go out of rhythm