Paid for the bungalow

 Nyaw~

I slept better last night but jack didnt sleep so well, he said he caught me one time scratching myself in my sleep and stopped me. I do that when I am stressed I know I do but I didnt know  I was scratching last night. I got up at 4am for a wee and a drink and to blow my nose - - needed the full works at 4am XD then woke up at 5:50am and got up

School was ok 

I was a bit stressed as I knew all the money for the house was in my account and needed to be paid into the solicitors account before 1pm. I was so stressed and fuzzy headed that I told jack at 9am I wanted to go to the bank now and do it. Just to get it out the way and to stop thinking about it. he didnt argue and just came with me. wasnt until after I had driven and started walking towards the bank did i think "the bank opens at 10am" we got there and yup 10am

so i had to drive back to school, work, drive back to the bank and hour later

we were almost an hour in the bank as we had to wait to be seen to and then doing the transfer took a while as they have to make sure none of it is fraud related

but I did it and they said it will take about 90mins for the money to transfer

we got back to school and I quickly had to get a practical ready and I did manage it. 

luckily we had brought a cake and i was able to top up my sugar levels as i felt practically faint, i was so shaky and weak. i rang my bank after lunch and the money has left my account so thats all done and we let the solicitor and estate agents know that we had transfer them the money

we finished school and had a brew with Oz, after which i did 45mins of yoga and Oz sat there the whole time on the sofa by himself just dropping in and out of sleep bless him X3 so he was out on the sofa for like 90mins and no toilet accidents. just lazy that bunny

i helped a bit with dinner

than after dinner i sat talking with jack about stuff like understanding life and will i get bored, what more is there to achieve, what is next, where do i go from here, whats my next goal

he is able to calm my thoughts and see things in a different perspective

sadly no time for drawing tonight even tho i probably had some concentration for it too! T^T i just tun out of time for my own life on a weekday its so sad. its 8:10pm and i have got to go get my lunch prepared for tomorrow, see Oz and then go to bed >.>

still last day of school tomorrow as we have permission to have friday off! woo! its bloody needed!

nothing more i can do now apart from wait for the keys on friday~